recalcitrance

i just hope that everything's fine.

i need everything to be fine.

too paranoid?
too pessimistic?

maybe.
hopefully.

there's no doubt secondary school days were the best days of my life.
not to say that primary sch days or jc days were dreadful.
but secondary school days trumps both the other periods because we were so outrageous.
haha.
sometimes. thinking back on what we do with stupid nike water bottles in maris stella really cracks me up.

if we ever did that in primary sch, it'd be disturbing.
if we ever did that in jc, it'd have been childish.

had a final gathering with the bunch of Aloysians @ waiyip's place.
reminiscing about the old times, while creating new memories is just so nice.
seeing old friends for the first time in years, but joking and chatting like we've never been apart.
just a wonderful feeling. =)

eagerly awaiting the planning of another gathering! =)

also. the wait for ORD is quite torturous now.
we're in the middle of nowhere.
lol.
for those who ORD in nov, they can see their light already.
for those who ORD later den dec, they shouldn't even bother to look out for the light.
if not will be quite sad u noe.
but for those who ORD in dec (like me), the light never seemed to be permanently there.


argh irritating.
93 more days.
its like. =S
can't say very short.
can't say very long.
its just torturous.



it should just come sooner.