recalcitrance

hmmm...
LATEST NEWS: Mr. Ho WK is remaining as our math teacher in 2006.
thats good news.
he's a great teacher.
but on a flip side.
my math hw = deaded.
LOL.
haha....

den chem teacher sadly changed from e wonderful ms. ng to mr. robert yeo.
and yes, he teaches chem.
haha....
some people dunno he teaches chem.
so oh well...
=S
LOL.

den GP and CT remains with mr. ng...
physics remains with beetsma, i will do my tutorials next yr and not bully him.
haha...
i hope.

den our econs teacher goes to mr. Ueng.
for those who dunno who he is.
go to e econs department webby.
haha...
he shld be not to bad i presume.

for me and debbie, thursday will kill us.
math S from 1430 to 1540,
followed by chem S from 1540 to 1650.
wth la.
we're so deadified.
haha....

well...
if nothing goes wrong,
this should be e timetable for next year.

http://h1.ripway.com/benyap88/timetablefor2006.bmp

cya guys next yr.
pls remember to do ur maths hw.... -_-"""

well...
my 200th post coming soon!
haha...
this's my 192nd.
LOL.

today was a bad day.
stayed in school on tues nite to do e cue sheets...
did until 2am.
den ODAC pple were playing floor ball. -_-"""
play until dunno wad time sia.
slap.
haha...
den joyce saw me and yong feng walking frm a distance towards e hall and they tot mr. wee and mr. seet came.
momentarily stunned.
haha...
LOL.
was laughing uncontrolably when she said tat.
lol.
den watched the exorcist in e house den.
WTH LA.
so super boring till i slept 30 mins into e show.
and woke up practically floating.

den morn was editting and editting and editting....
=S.... siao sia.
den had a mad rush to go print e stuff.
walked into LT5 like some lecturer with lecture notes.
=S *sch gonna start soon ya*
LOL.
den alvin called me down just to pass him a form.
and call until like some "bun sister"
slap.
haha....
after tat went to pack OPAC.
quite fun....
LOL.
tired.
vvvv tired.
=P
being in an adhoc is not fun!
but O1 rawks!

well... after being called a lazybum.
haha...
ok. well, christmas 2005 wasnt as boring as i tot it wld be.
hmm...
did nth much.
morning of 24th,
went to andrew ong's place for lunch.
THANKS AUNTIE ONG!
haha...
nice gathering.
but ended up gunbounding, and yong wen was mapling.
haha...
lol. den after that....
went to hejun's place for a little marist SC gathering.
hmm... v fun.
but most of e time i was dota-ing.
haha...
and i was so anti social.
haha...
but nvm after that got go show face show face u noe.
haha...
exchange present time!
wad did we (gerry, francis, devester, me) e four oldest pple there get?
a 30 pcs fererro rocher (ok, its nutella inside btw. jieshi, u happy??? i spreading ur words. haha... )
a delfi almond chocolate box, a mug and a HUGO BOSS....







candle.
haha...
it smell absolutely like baygon.
haha...
so since francis wasnt there... he got it. haha...
den we opened e chocolate. and we just sat there and eat.
haha...
SO SINFUL!!!!
lol.
haha...
den slept at 5am.
thanks to daniel. and dota.
LOL.
i'm not addicted yet.
yet.
haha...
woke up at 10.
reached home at 11.
slept till 3.

at lunch, my mum scolded me.
well...
its because of how much i spent this month.
including e trip to genting...
i spent 1500...
LOL.
omg.
haha...
den she confiscate my atm card lor.
but i trying vvvv hard to act cute and guai to get it back.
haha...
prob she'll gimme back tmr le. (:
haha...
LOL.
den after lunch met daniel and jieshi.
megawatts.
haha...
den at e squeezy stadium (in taka),
met mary...
haha...
at first tot glen wasnt there.
den he popped out.
LOL LA.
haha...
said hi den we left town.
hmmm...
wanted to go for maurice's aunt's xmas dinner de.
but haha...
dota.
LOL.
grabbed my labby and went to niao's house.
HAHA.
den started playing dota till now.
LOL.
=S
haha...
tmr's homework day!
i better do my math.
haha...
ok den.
till i feel like blogging again, cya!

well...
its dancing day today.
wth la.
go for pre camp day 2.
dance and dance and dance till lunch.
after lunch, cheer a bit den go dance again.
after tat clean new room...
like totally wth.
i guess i lost 500g today.
haha...
LOL.
i am popular.
how i noe?
today during mass dance session, was supposed to find a permanent partner for e friendship dance.
well...
since girls outnumber guys in e SC, they get to choose.
everything went smoothly...
until.........................
well... charis said she wanted me.
hmm.
den dawn said "hey, i want baojie too!"
den after tat yiyun stepped in and said.
"i wan him too!"

well...
all e guys decided to sit down and watch e catfight.
but it became a "o-ya-beh-ya-som"...
and who won?
haha...
e unlucky dawn.
i spin her ard like there was no tmr.
haha!
.LOL.
poor girl. pair up with me.
haha...
lol man.
well...
till i break my legs when mass dancing, cya guys ard.

haha...
a bloody tired day.
tried out all e games for Orientation 1.
quite fun.
haha...
den played captains ball barefooted on e basketball courts.
now got blister.
*OUCH*.
haha...
den went out dinner. and come home do a lot of work (not hw).
now going to sleep le.

haha...
a side note.
to all whom played at NSSN, good job! it was enjoyable.
haha...
hopefully i'll sleep nicely today, or i'll sure die tmr. haha...
ok.
wad a rushed entry.
cya guys soon.


and ya, hi to waiyip in HK.

hmmm...
long time sinced there was a new entry. abt 3 days ba.
haha...
i shall focus on e point on concerts = money.
wth la.
3 concerts in nov and dec.
and add up how much?
loads of money.
haha...
tmr goin for TJ concert.
sure v nice. i think.
den after tat e marists fren will go waiyip's place stay over.
haha!
so nice rite?
thanks to jinyan who managed to secure a "sponsorship" frm waiyip.
HAHA!
and also thanks to waiyip...
tat my mum can continue watching sad love story till he goes back to hk.
haha...
installed dota in my laptop.
LOL.
quite unbelieveable rite?
LOL.
tmr got SAJC SC Soccer team versus VJC SC Soccer team.
well... come down to support if u wan.
its at 9am (if i'm not wrong).
haha...
dont worry. i'm not playing.
i stress again... I AM NOT PLAYING.
haha...
lol.
hope we win.
well...
tat's it.
haha....
continuing to dl my patch for dota le.
cya guys soon!!~

now another addition to e events on 17th dec.
alvin lim's xmas party.
OMG.
i'm going mad.
e jury's voting now...
so excited.
but sad tat SURVIVOR:GUATEMALA wld end tonight.
HAIX...
i hope steph wins. but i wont mind if danni win. haha.
LOL.
so...
we'll see...
i'll talk more abt it tonight... =P




p.s. danni's stunning @ e reunion =)

loads of things to blog abt.
a lot of interesting incidents.
pls read on.
or u can direct urself to either waiyip, bernard, kelvin or andrew ong's blog...
for any information i probably missed out.
lol.

disclaimer: any possible mention on people from other countries are purely individual acts, not meant to generalise any groups of people on earth.

Day negative 1 (4/12/05)
haha...
day b4 genting.
after my dad's persistent insistence of me getting a travel insurance online,
went to waiyips house.
wanna watch star awards so nv go with jfoo they all...
SORRY!!!!!!!
haha...
e winners were quite predicted. haha... huang biren shld win.
sidetrack. haha...
den kel and bernard came after waiyip got home.
they started playing fatal frame la.
and they offed all e lights possible in e living room.
big tv + fatal frame + no lights = not right.
haha...
LOL.
den i went to sleep earliest...

Day 1 (5/12/05)
haha... woke up late.
all of them wake up le. i haven.
dotz la.
den we got a cab.
four pple with big luggages running down an empty road wasnt a very good sight.
den on e cab, we tried to ask ard to double check if we brought things.
came to e most impt one, passport.
and waiyip forgot to bring his.
detour back.
haha...
den after 10 mins.
we took another cab.
-_-"""
haha. den reached golden mile, boarded our bus.
v nice leh.
grassland is perfect.
haha...
den at abt 2, we reached e cable car station.
boarded one.
and kel and waiyip started tagging each other shirt.
haha...
LOL MAN.
den checked in, went up to e room.
started to go check out e place for e 21st century band competition weijie is taking part in.
cant find.
so forgot abt it.
haha...
andrew's mum treated us dinner...
so nice of her. =P
at night found tat place.
but need ticket.
haha.
RM50.
but shld be worth it.
so bought.
and waiyip bought a programme booklet for another RM10.
haha.
went in for opening ceremony.
quite grand sia.
haha...
after which went to watch Zathura.
quite interesting.
e little boy v cute!!!! even waiyip agree.
and no, i'm no paedophile...
haha.
lol.
den sleep le.
quite tired la.

Day 2 - Themepark day
woke up.
nv eat breakfast went to themepark le.
haha...
all e roller coaster rides except for e flying dragon was taken.
and that flume ride was horrible la.
apparently, its a ride with water u noe?
inverted V.
den, my "boat" got three pple.
me, bernard and kel.
sure water splash like siao la.
haha...
LOL.
wet + cold air = not right.
haha...
den went for corkscrew at night.
wth la.
superbly scary.
and waiyip and kel sat in front.
haha... me and maurice behind them...
wth la.
360 degrees turn.
but actually not as scary as i tot it would be.
haha...
den wanted to go for space shot (aka solero shot) but rain la.
slaps.
den went back sleep lor...

Day 3 - shopping + adjudication + gala premier
shopped...
and went for e competition.
watch MJC and a few more schs.
some v nice. so werent.
haha...
i bought 3 shirts and 2 shorts.
hmmm not tat many, but cost add up abt...
RM 300?
omg.
haha...
but was bought in stages la...
haha...
den went to buy tickets for Narnia.
at 1.45am, it was e gala premier in Genting.
we went back to hotel, rested...
and went to e cinema.
cameras and vidcams all ard.
i tot mindef attachment not over yet.
and we bought premier seats la.
ok, let me explain...

perfect seat + perfect view + popcorn + drink + kit kat = RM15.

less den 7 buck sing la.
so bloody cheap.
haha...
and gala premier somemore.
wth la.
haha...
no la. jk.
not gala premier.
but premier.
nice movie. i think
v vivid imagination needed.
LOL.
on e way back to resort hotel... have to walk pass this passageway...
den kel was far ahead of me.
i walked and there was this china girl.
"yao hui jiu dian ar?" e girl said.
i blur blur. i said "ya"
she suddenly replied.
"yao bu yao lai wo fang jian?"
wth la.
i was momentarily shocked.
haha...
lol.
didnt noe hookers existed in genting.
do i look pervertic?!?!!?
haha...
den kel shouted "let's go!" den i signalled to waiyip and bernard and andrew to run and join us.
den e girl replied "let's go, bie zhe me yan su ma (not so serious la)"
LIKE OMG LA.
we ran all e way to e lift and rushed up.
wth la.
we laughed all e way and continued in e room...
den went to sleep le.
v v tired from e laughing.
haha...

Day 4 - last day.
woke up at like 12+?
haha..
and e room have been checked out le.
after we were ready...
went to first world to buy some food up e coach.
went to marrybrown for curly fries.
den met weijie, simon and terence.
wanted to take photo.
asked a marrybrown staff to help.
press e button.
found out got wrong mode (aka timer mode).
he hole there for ten seconds and suddenly brought it down to face e ground to find out why haven snap yet.
and it snapped suddenly.
wth la.
he was so embarrased he ran all e way into e kitchen la.
haha. so funny.
den asked another guy to help us take (after e mode was corrected).
he take le, we see e pic.
wth la.
like 8 ghosts.
cause he moved his hands.
ok, nvm. we ask someone else.
this time a lady.
den first time she take also cannot.
second time den ok.
wth.
1 good shot out of a possible 5.
haha...
LOL.
and after 20 mins go back to e marry brown staff.
she say she haven fry my curly fries.
SLAP.
SLAP.
haha...
waiyip eyes wanna pop out le.
LOL.
den rushed to e coach and bought some disgusting beehoon and starbucks.
so cheapo they even charge Rm 2 for e whipped cream.
slaps.
den was a very fast and enjoyable ride (abt 5 hrs).
faster den last year's 8 - 9 hours.
haha...
grassland is da best!

overall i spent a lot.
more den waiyip.
haha...
when did tat ever happen la.
LOL.
but it was a happy trip.
on e way back, we were contemplating on next year's destination.
hong kong, bangkok and more.
well, we'll see...
FRIENDS FOREVER!

p.s. i'll do wadever tracy's blog needs me to do tmr. v tired.
haha... =S

i've been so busy thruout e past few days till i have no time to blog.
but well...
here's a superbly short entry b4 i go off to start project G, step 1 of 3.
and GSS will (i hope) be completed.
haha...
haix.
sorry to jfoo.
i dun think i'll go for e class outing tmr.
too tired...
and also wanna catch e star awards...
LOL.
will meet up with u after i come back safely from malaysia though.
hmmm...
with e end of e internship.
very empty life.
haix.
haha...
but nevertheless....
i've met nice pple.
really really nice pple...
hmm...
i'll miss all of them. =)

haha.
boring day.
Day 6 of Internship - DSTA/DSO visit.
totally boring.
talks and talks and walking...
like omg la.
i dun even feel like rmbing wad happened today.
haha...
so wont blog abt it.
LOL.

on e way home, someone (i think eileen) reminded me of something.
erzz.... forgot wad le.
haha... shall ask tmr.
will blog again tmr.
haha...

signing on with e army is a bloody hell of a good option.
but i guess i wont make it.
if i want to in e first place tat is.
hehe... =P

haha... let me update all of u on e propaganda i sorta underwent...

Day 4 of Internship - Navy Visit.
wow... v fun day...
first we went into changi naval base.
loads of security... haha. but fun.
den went for a talk la.
wad else sia.
haha... but quite interesting man.
haha. den went for food.
like wth. well fed sia. though i dun look forward to it.
haha.
den went on board e brand new frigate.
wow. e ship is a beauty.
we boarded e ship via e linkway to e helipad.
den we got briefed abt e ship... den went for a tour.
bloody hell.
v nice.
haha...
after tat, as tat frigate is gonna set sail soon, we had to disembark.
den we went onto e FCU, some nice little ship which could carry loads of pple.
den suddenly, got 3 speedboats speeding to us.
and they staged a hijack.
haha.. very funny, took away two of our guys.
LOL.
den was lunch on board with e officers, den followed by a tour of RSS Resolution (if i'm not wrong).
haha...
v fun. after which they staged another hijack of e ship. this time e big one.
we went to e front of e boat to see... wth la. when we walking like some start of e amazing race sia. haha... so fun!!!!!
quite gentle... haha.... if they treat e enermies liddat, we lose le.
haha.
but they did say its only for today.
haha. den went back to e briefing room.
where they gave out e goodie bags, we were told there was a thumbdrive.
AND INDEED THERE IS ONE. 128MB somemore... i so love e navy.
haha...
after tat, we disembarked... and left for home.
i left for band.
haha. very funny prac.
i shant go into details.
LOL.
den waiyip followed me home. (WOW.... 0_0)
haha... den went chalet together.
i totally died la. have to wake up at 5.30.
DOTZ.
haix. but i did....

Day 5 of Internship - Air Force Visit.
haha. v happy it was air force at paya lebar.
haha.
so near my place!
lol.
perfect. haha.
den went to CMPB as usual after waking up at 5.30am.
took bus there...
den went through loads of securtiy checks again.
haha. v fun day ahead.
but boring start.
talks talks and talks.
for like 1 + hour.
haha.
den e exciting time came.
e chinook ride!!!!!!
OMG.
haha.
we were told tat e wind wld be v strong and we must walk in two rows.
wth.
so amazing race again, with a camera following in front of us.
AND DID I MENTION THAT E MEDIA CAME AGAIN?
haha...
lol.
den boarded with ear plugs.
cant hear any bloody shit anyone is talkin but can hear e engine.
so can imagine e boom without e plugs ya.
haha...
LOL.
den strapped up and went for a one hour ride above singapore.
WOW. i didnt realise that singapore is tat beautiful.
loads of trees, saw e esplanade and merlion @ sentosa...
and stuff.
wow.
really breathtaking and a once in a lifetime experience.
i thank e air force.
however, one shortcoming of this propaganda was e poor quality and quantity of items.
haha...
but e air force was another nice option.
den went to visit a F16.
and e stimulators...
bloody nice. but didnt have a chance to try out e stimulators.
haha.
sian.
but nvm!
it was bloody fun!
i love mindef.
HAHA...
look at how successful they have been.
haha. but really.
if u wan to consider a career, mindef is a great one.
haha.
ok, i tired le.
i go sleep a while den come back online at 12 midnight.
cya then.
haha.

tiring day.
haha.
sian.
totally sian.
dunno wad to say.
but it was fun seeing some of my 4A frens (like only <10?).
haha...
thinkin of staying over tmr but will have to wake up superbly early on tues morn.
haha....
is that less sleep more impt den meeting my classmates?
i guess so.
tmr got band prac and meeting. will go.
and must act pro in front of my juniors.
i repeat: act.
haha....
lol.
till tmr, cya.

its infuriating.

hate this.

haha... today was fun.
alumni band prac which totally wasted my time.
hmmm... actually not really.
in my opinion, with heart and voice is not as diff aerodynamics...
its my part la.
but woodwinds are a diff story la.
haha... LOL.
den after alumni band prac, went to J8 to support Jinyan.
cause he got some performance with his SAJC band.
hmmm.
some pieces was nice la.
some werent.
den b4 we left band room, we told e pple we r going to support jinyan in campus superstar...
LOL MAN.
and just now come online xiu hao asked me la.
soooo funny.
and he said sean told him.
and sean didnt even come for band today.
wow. its amazing how news travel.
haha...
lol.
den me, waiyip and andrew were like pigs...
eat oyster mee sua, shared floss crepe and tempura.
like omg la.
den we became shopping kings in....
NTUC.
three of us spent abt 120 bucks inside.
of course slightly more den 75+% is spent by e king of e king...
and i wrapped up e other 20%, and andrew wrapped up e rest.
haha...
fun day i had.
tmr must sleep early. if not drop into sea on monday. haha...
cya guys ard!

MEDIA EXTRAVAGANZA

haha... today was e most fun day of e three...
programme for e day: Live firing, Light Strike Vehicle ride and Army Logs visit.
well. first thing we see today were tonnes of media.
namely, Channel 5, Channel 8, Channel U, CNA, Straits Times, Lian He Zao Bao, Army news.
wth la.
cameras everywhere...
snap snap here... snap snap there...
wth.
haha...
we like some jackie chan.
lol.
i was in detail 3...
so went for e LSV ride first.
haha...
not as thrilling as we thought it would be.
but extremely powerful vehicle. great engine power.
den went for live firing.
briefing was stupid. the officers speak, e media shoot, we pose.
LOL.
i was in trench 15.
got 5 rounds...
all start shooting.
i aim, i shoot.
wah seh. e recoil is not as bad too.
hmm... SAF is indeed using their budget well... developing e SAR 21.
haha...
but den i hit none out of e 5.
while hanisah got 5 out of 5 la.
later i was told my trench got some problem, e target wont go down even if hit.
well...
i knew i wasnt tat lousy.
haha...
den went on for lunch...
nice lunch... laksa that was not hot (tracy wld love it).
haha...
after that.
we proceeded to e Army Logistics Base @ Chua Chu Kang.
our bus was followed by e reporters la.
haha...
like some gou zai dui u noe?
haha...
den reach le.
talk.
OMG. 73 SLIDES AND A VIDEO.
haha...
i slept thru e video. LOL.
even e reporters were caught sleeping i heard.
haha...
den went ard e base.
wth. technology can really work well with logistics.
soooo high tech la. i was shocked.
and e Straits Times reporter continued her interview.
haha...
but nv interview me. was staying as far away as possible.
haha.
v exciting visit. loved it.
hmmm... kinda like e SAF now. haha...
hope that feelin continues.
went back with loads of goodies from e army.
next up on monday, navy visit.
going out to see.
having lunch on board.
wahseh man.
haha...
even if i dun appear on tv due to editting...
i'll surely go for another programme liddat if there was another chance!~

apparently... i've just signed a anti disclosure form today.
haha...
apparently i cant talk abt anything...
haha...
today went to SAFTI MI, where OCS is...
haha... v nice u noe.
except e training la.
haha.
e scenery there damn nice la.
i'll try hard to get into OCS. top 10%. chances bloody slim.
haha...
had a long lesson with e grandson of Lim Bo Seng...
v interesting, v good speaker.
den came e HIGHLY CONFEDENTIAL scenario discussion.
v interesting but i cant say anything abt it.
haha...
den got tour of SAFTI MI.
v nice!!! omg.
haha... den go home lor.
a bunch of us went to jurong point to chat.
and we ended up chatting for 3 hrs.
wth la.
haha...
playing in actual fact.
games like "how many mehmehs jump over e wall?"
haha... interesting.
-_-""
haha. really v interesting. i laughed until stomach ache.
haha...
den went home.
on NEL, my left eye suddenly cant focus.
wth la. i tot my contacts dropped.
search e floor with my fren.
den found out that it slidded down.
wth.
in e end i removed e contacts on e train as it was gonna drop off le.
and wore specs home.
haha...
tmr got live firing.
v exciting.
i wont shoot myself! i hope. haha.
cya!

well... first day of MINDEF internship. a few points.

• loads of classified information. we were even told not to share unless approval is seeked. dotz la. haha...
• MINDEF pple are freaking well fed. from 11-4 (5 hours), we had 3 meals. 2 tea breaks and 1 lunch, amazing how they spend their 6% GDP budget. haha....
• very boring day... but got to noe 4 more VJ pple. v friendly. haha. and more frm other schools.
• talk and talk and talk and talk, couldnt stand it at a point in time. but pulled thru.
• well... first days are always liddat.

tmr have to wake up at 5.30. HAHA. die le. haix.

hope tmr wld be a better day!~

well... a few things that happened...

• my specs is gone (once again)... sunk to e bottom of e sea. haha... sad.
• got outing that day... went to get contacts. HAHA! lol. i look like a total big round ball now =S
• ate and ate and ate and ate... there goes my project GSS.
• got this damn cool issue of TIME. on e most amazing inventions of 2005. cant wait to read.
• just like heaven is nice. but ending is BLOODY HELL EXPECTED. but nvm. its nice.
• but HP4 is nicer!~ =) haha...

COMING UP NEXT: MINDEF INTERNSHIP.

hmmm... hopefully it wld be fun. haha... lol.

i am very pissed.
at who?
at my father.
and my sister.
i am so bloody pissed with them...
i dunno wad to say.
i just wanna (quoting obasan) slap them to outer space...
haix.
i'm just so mad!!!! omg.
haix.
totally ruinned my night.
i boldly predict that e fight between my dad and i wld continue.
cause i screamed at him today.
totally exploded.
cant control myself.
slapped him with my voice.
wtf la.
cant he just shut up for once!?!?!

*pissified*

back from chalet.
tired.
sleepy.
but watchin harry potter later!!!! =)
haha...
v happy.
not sleepy anymore.
shall blog more tmr after i wake up =P

my sister is crying.
why?
because i was teaching her relative velocity while playing gb.
i'm a failed brother.
haiz.
tmr chalet.
cya guys on thurs...
back to my sis.

erm.
i got loads to say...
but i'll wait till tmr.
loads happened today.
some happy...
some not.

just a qn to all : am i too insensitive sometimes?

haix i dunno e ans.
saddening.

DOTZ.
SDSS is at her 301st entry le...
i'm at my 170th entry...
at the rate of her going at 3 entries per day...
and i going at 1 entry per day...
can anyone pls work out how long will it take for her to overtake me?

DOTZ.

haha... PW is going, going, gone!~
haha... v happy!
today's presentation was v enjoyable...
altho e mood wasnt really there...
practically e whole room was laughing at our product.
DOTZ LA.
and i became some sort of a philosopher...
examiner asked "so, wad if ur product dont sell well in the departmental store?"
e philosopher replied "oh, its ok... its not for the money. Rather than to focus on making profits, our group firmly believes that it would be worth the extra mile, even if it only helps one people."
haha...
v funny.
den e examiner replied "very nice answer, but u'll need e money to produce and buy e shop space wont u?"
i forgot wad i said le.
haha...
e examiners were v funny la...
LOL.
my I&R was just completed before survivor...
well...
from 592 words, it went down to 524... den 503 (thanks to andrew).
haha...
PW will be gone in just 9 hours~!
cant wait...
haha...
it wld be a nice ending if all of us end up with band 1s.
haha...
we'll see next year...
well.


do not go think abt things that are over =)

dotz.........
why?????
haha...
dotz la.
nice day.
tired day.
got info frm e mindef pple.
needa wear office wear... like omg la.
haha...
tmr need to go shopping le.
=)

dotz.
i'm bored.
haha...
i'm also repeating jay's album.
but i abit biased la.
only choose a few songs to listen to. haha...
lol man.
sian la.
haix.
I&R sorta done le. but not that fantastic.
to me its just another composition.
dotz.

haha... were discussing abt e genting trip today during e band prac.
which was absolutely lame. cause e pieces we played WERE TOTALLY LAME.
omg. wad sparkling samba?!?! so fast until even e notes become sparkling la.
den got the longest day, which we played before le.
quite ok la.
haha...
den came Crystal Moon. which surprisingly reminded me abt sailormoon.
LOL. but it turn out to be a rather disgusting song.
haha...
den came aerodynamics... haha. nice song played horribly by us.
LOL MAN.
it was a piece gone wrong.
haha...
but at least some major parts are there la. i think not that bad... *thinking*
haha...
after tat went to serangoons macs... (remember Project GSS? i didnt)
haha... den talked abt e genting trip den kel got this CIP dancing at tan tock seng hospital.
like omg la.
actually going chomp chomp de. (for seafood u noe)...
den he say got some family religious meetin at home.
LIKE WTH.
ok nvm.
den now he told me his CIP incharge say can back off frm e performance le.
LIKE OMG.
haha... at least its a good thing... but shouldnt it be done earlier?
haha. LOL MAN.
ok la.
at least our plans are not screwed =/
*looking forward to e trip*

omg.
e battle has intensified.
OMG.
haha... i think i'm dead le.
financially...
haha.
i noe he wont kill me de. so who cares.
haha...

----------------

now got new projects...
PROJECT GSS...

first up, PROJECT G.
project genting.
haha...
lol man.
all ex-marists listen (read) up...
we're tentatively going to genting highlands again frm either e 3-6 or 4-7 or 5-8 of dec.
pls give comments on tat...
we're probably going alone...
pple going SHLD be waiyip, me, hs, kel... and MORE TO COME.
haha...
please give some constructive comments... will post more abt e prices and stuff...

next up, PROJECT S.
project saving.
haha...
due to a financial blockade.
currently... i need to save up.
haix.
tats damn difficult for me.
i'll try.
and not starve to death.
haha.

finally, another PROJECT S.
project slimming.
haha...
LOL.
i think this is e most funny one.
haha...
today is e start, hopefully not e end to my regime.
haha...
badminton for 3 straight hours.
got rest for a while la.
but still got play quite a lot.
arms aching now... ouch.
den after tat. went to east coast...
happily go cycle for another two hours.
OMG.
totally cannot make it.
haha...
it was really exhausting man.
lol.
but i felt good.
haha...
i think.
lol. i shld step up on this...
hmmm... thats abt it.

any more ideas on more projects i shld undertake, pls tag. thanks!~

haha...
one word.
BROKE.
omg la..
i cant imagine living like today e rest of my life.
omg.
no money to eat... dun wanna borrow anymore.
so didnt eat.
no money to watch movie... so never watch.
i didnt even have 3 bucks to pay tat fierce tracy seow la.
omg...
how pathetic?!?!?!?!....
no more such life.
haha...
i better apologize soon...
=S

just screamed at my dad.
haha. lol man.
he wan me to go for wad overseas camp with e Hainan Association or smthing.
siao.
i got O1 planning.
so much stuff.
i cant stand it i just shouted at him.
oh no...
my financial status currently is : BLOCKED.
haha... lol. die le. =S
he better talk to me soon. lol.

hmm...
still got e same condition.
think going doc tmr with mum...
hope i get better.
spent a bomb today... omg.
haha...
lol.
my sis and a lot of my classmates all taking chinese tmr.
to them...
GOOD LUCK.
you can do it.

my OP is screwed.
sianx.
omg.
i'm feeling scared for e first time. haha.
good luck! pple...

u all will be liberated tmr!~

hmmm.
recovering well.
tmr PW.
gonna produce a .ppt file since some time ago.
haha.
today band prac not too bad sia.
i can play!
haha. finally all e scores are in the familiar treble clef.
lol.
and mr. lin shot us.
tat we need to learn bass clef too.
sianx.
looks like this time really cannot escape le.
lol.
now i still having watery faeces. haha...
not very good.
a few days le. lol.
abit disgusting.
but nvm, since sooooo many pple are concerned abt my recovery!
haha...
***LOL***

Symptoms of dengue fever...

1. High fever, up to 40 degree celsius
2. Severe headache
3. Retro-orbital (behind the eye) pain
4. Severe joint and muscle pain
5. Nausea and vomiting
6. Rash
   

The rash may appear over most of the body 3 to 4 days after the fever begins. A second rash may appear later in the disease.

haha... i've got e first 4 le.

omg.

and jfoo said...

"i heard getting dengue will make u lose some weight."

den i'll rather remain fat.

hmmm... well, not actually.

sick.

fever.

40 degrees...

diarrhoea.

neck aching...

hopefully not dengue.

haha...

will try to recover in time for PW OP.

this is it.

OGLs results shld be out tmr.

to those who got in, congrats. u deserved it.

for those who didnt, u did good as well.

just not as good...

well... we're thinking of ways to integrate u guys too.

today was a shopping day, thanks to jfoo.

and let me tell u guys a story.

-----

after e shopping trip... we (daniel, me and jfoo) went to e macs at shaw centre.
den we were chatting happily...
till i saw at e corner of my eye, some guy staring at us.
i looked up. found out he was staring and eating french fries at e same time.
den he suddenly smiled. like wth.
omg. i tot was for goodwill...
den after i went back to talking...
at e corner of my eye, saw him staring again.
OMG.
i guess jfoo charmed him sia. haha...
like kana shocked.
tell daniel he also shocked. lol la.

well. that shld be abt it.

shld go play gb later. =P

all interviews done.
all verdicts in.
well...
if there is no mistakes, results out on wed.
hmmm.
to those who made it. u deserved it.
for those who didnt, it doesnt mean u r not gd.
its just because others outshone u.
well.
haha.
happy working together pple!~

OMG.
M.A.I.D. is super duper duper funny.
haha... cant stop laughing even for one sec.
heng cinema only got abt 8 pple.
not tat paiseh.
haha...
jfoo also laugh like mad.
wow...
was a blast.
i shld say... 8/10
go watch it.
haha...
today interviewed tracy and glen.
not too bad ba. altho i was totally shocked.
haha.
SDSS.

WR is gone.
yeah.
only good thing abt today.
tats it.
sleeping le. tmr got loads of interviewees...

........................................

tired man.
TIRED.
these few days are terrorizing.
Promo results.
WR...
omg.
Orientation 1 planning.
i'm dying.
save me Lord.

tired.
just one word.
dying le.
but still not sleeping.
really gonna get killed tmr.
haix.
tired man... haha.
gonna sleep soon!~

open house done.
i am done for.
after open house comes orientation 1.
and mr chew had to tell us abt him steping down as a council teacher today.
oh well.
it was a pleasure having him...
todays ice cream scooping was not fun at all.
my whole body is aching.
and tracy, jfoo, les, waiyip and clary can still watch STH downstairs... i think i need to sleep.
i am tired beyond words...
i better sleep soon...
=)

erm.
well.
stuck in vjc tonight.
tired.
arms, back, legs aching like shit.
but i cant do anything abt it.
i'm pissed.
haix.
shall sleep early.
for open house tmr.
finish it man.
:)

tired.
prob feeling abit funny after i pulled something on my arm.
ouch.
sleeping soon i guess.
dun wanna think too much.

........................
why cant all pple live in equality?
God, its not fair.

i want to be dead.
how?

this is it.

I JUST DUN WANNA SAY ANYTHING...
e stupid blogger just deleted my blog.
well...
nothing much to retype.
or shld i say i dun feel like retyping.
haha...
a few points...

1. i am e ice cream scooper for open house 2005.
haha... lol man.

2. went cycling. damn fun.

3. put up e banners... e one at e linkbridge is me put up de horx. haha.

4. need to go sch tmr to pack goodie bag.

dun tell me u dunneed go sch tmr.
haha...
i'll just explode. =P

OH NO.
EXCUSE ME.
SINCE YEST AFTER SURVIVOR (2200hrs - 2300hrs)...
WE HAVE BEEN WATCHING FULL HOUSE....
E ONE LYNNE THEY ALL BOUGHT FOR FUJING'S BDAE...
DAMN NICE LA...
WE WATCHED FROM 11.30PM...
FOR 16 HOURS STRAIGHT.
LIKE EXCUSE ME LA.
LOL.
HAVENT SLEPT FOR LIKE... 36 HOURS.
WTH.
BUT I'M NOT TIRED NOT. HAHA...

AND NOW WAIYIP GOT ANOTHER SET OF KOREAN DVD.
HOLY SHIT.
HAHA...
WE'LL SEE.... =)

well.... its almost two.
pple have went asleep...
but jfoo is still online.
well...
tmr's liberation day.
haha...
lol.
but i got a gut feeling e paper is gonna be tough.
well...
cant really do much abt it.
just finished e syllabus.
gonna go on to papers.
tats provided i have e energy.
haha...
lol.
haix....
promos are going to be over in 9 hours.
bye!~ i wont miss u even a tiny bit =)

OH WELL.
I JUST WOKE UP.
TECHNICALLY.
I JUST FINISHED DINNER.
HOW PERFECT IS THIS.
AND TRACY WAS SAYING SHE OVERSLEPT WHEN SHE WOKE UP AT 3?!?!
WHAT IS THIS WORLD COMING TO?
HAIX.
haha... all in caps look v fierce.
now shall really study at 2000hrs...
haha...
until wad time also can.
tmr can sleep all i want =)
tmr can eat all i want too =)
tmr can play all i want =)
looks like tmr wld (no.1) spend a lot of money.
(no.2) waste more of my precious energy.
if tmr really drain myself out, saturday sure sleep till 4pm.
haha.
but who cares?
e promos will be over by then.
wad da hell... I CANT WAIT FOR TMR!!!!!!
ARHX!~
PROMOS SUCK!

well... looks like blogger is back to normal again.
hmmm.
todays paper...
is the slimplest of all e most difficult promo paper so far.
hmmm...
haha... quite happy.
obviously, comparing with e chem paper yest, all e papers seem ok.
haha... lol.
yests paper was really diff.
one more day.
i am ready to party.
haha...
niao said he joining e band on next mon. =S
haha... did consider going with him.
but really dunno :S
all due to my committments in e SC and MINDEF and stuff.
haix.
we'll see =)

just screwed...
just screwed....
e chem paper.
wth la.
that paper is superbly difficult.
slap the paper man!!!
haha...
lol.
totally didnt noe how to do some questions.
den pH value can get a negative de =S...
haix.
nothing more to think abt.
CHem A and S paper just flew away...
haix.
my only hope lies in tmr.
i better get going now...
cya pple. ~

well....
its 1200 midnight.
i got so much more to do.
i feel like killing myself.
periodic table.
chemical bonding.
ionic equilibrium.
wad shit is this?
i shldnt have slacked.
haha.
but i am slacking now...
e ice cream test... well...
CHERRY GARCIA!
You scored 59% SWEET, 62% CHUNKY, and 55% UNIQUE!
haha.... quite alright.

"Awesome...you are one of my personal favs: Cherry Garcia. You fall in the middle on all measurements- sweet, wild, and unique, but not overwhelmingly so on any of those. You make a good friend, able to share your unique perspectives on things, and able to have fun without winding up in jail or something. Good job. "

well... haha...
quite fine ba.
sometimes these quizzes are damn zhun.
sometimes they are not.
this time ma.
i not sure.
haha...
gonna have a chem quiz next.
i will die :(
haha...
gd luck everyone!~

well...
nothing is wrong with Chrysanthmum tea...
but why da hell do my mum like to cook them without sugar!!!!
i told her we r still not poor to e extent where we cant afford sugar...
she said.
its more nutritious this way.
wth la.
i got one whole cup in front of me now.
wad can i say?!?!
its just shit!
pissed.
got to start drinking now...
OFF TO CHEM!~

omg.
haven started ON ANY FORM OF REVISION.
i am screwed.
just finished my lunch...
spent 8 bucks on it.
while pple can just eat maggie mee at home.
wad a spendthrift i am...
haha... lol.
ok.
OFF TO CHEM!!~
haix.

i have wasted one full day officially.
wanna do maths de.
in e end ended up slacking.
wth la.
i am screwed once again.
with thousands of J1 studying and me slackin.
haix.
why am i slacking.
why cant i mug like others???!?!?!?!?
its so unfair.
i'll mug hard tmr!~ (compensate for today... haha... )

feeling quite ok today...
econs was shit.
but heck it.
look forward! dun harp on the past...
it wld be ok.
relax everyone. =)

hmmm...
i am stressed.
how stressed?
very stressed...
too think i used e word stressed the fourth time now.
i am really stressed.
but not to e extent of using caps...
haha...
lol man.
i gave up on other themes...
now struggling to rmb everything.
after e online test...
it seem that i haven studied at all...
wth.
good luck to me.
God will bless me!~ and all of u... :)

haha... got this link from tracy's blog.

hmmm... lets see wad this website got to offer....

abt my wonderous personality...


You're a fun-loving outgoing person and are naturally drawn to people...you are quite enthusiastic and exuberant...and usually well-liked by others.. you're good at meeting people and helping them enjoy themselves...you are sympathetic towards people and generous with your time and money. You wanna be where the action is and will see things in your own special way...
You're aware what is going on around you and notice stuff that others miss. You're popular and gregarious and are often busy in social stuff...you are instigators of activity and like to be "where the action is..."...you like laughing at yourself and others....you like to help others and often join organizations that letcha do that..if you work as a teenager, chances are that you'll take a job that lets you interact with others (gift shop, waiter, anywhere you can charm or shmooze)....you're "on stage" often...
You're the eternal optimist, and always seem to land on your feet, somehow. (gee, all this stuff shows you might be good in the Storm Palace pubs..) you can interact with people of all ages, backgrounds or types with no problem.. you learn best when you can interact with others and DO things, not just observe or listen about 'em... Teachers are the key to your success.. they have to care about you for you to want to do well..
You don't like conflict or intellectual arguments...you don't like learning by sitting quietly by yourself and reading some boring abstract stuff..."how does it relate to my day-to-day life?!" You know how to motivate others to get the job done...you can link together people and resources...you'd probably be happy being a coach or a receptionist or a therapist...anywhere you could help people and be responsive to 'em...you don't impose your will.
You like teamwork...you can get caught up in others' emotions.. your style is inclusive and allowing others to participate in the decisions..you don't need to suck up all the glory...you like to take breaks and relax..you love being active and going out and doing things with friends...
You're fun to be with and bring enjoyment to situations...you find fun in the moment...your friends are VERY important to you, and I'll bet you tell 'em so and let 'em know it somehow...you like to reach out and touch the lives of others...you like to share your values with those you love... you might move in or out of a relationship depending if it "feels" comfortable..you get kinda hampered with disapproval.. you can overwhelm your partner with all this affection and stuff...when there's a breakup, you can move on and get over it quickly, surrounding yourself with your friends...
Be careful on these: don't spend too much time socializing and not enough on the task at hand. You'll probably talk on the phone rather than work. Also, don't forget to finish what you start..get some planning skills and time management...don't ignore the logical facts, as much as you'd rather go by subjective stuff...finally, don't be so action-oriented that you forget to plan ahead...
ESFP: "Extra Special Friendly Person"

online at this hour...
not right...
omg...
wad have i done?
market failure and wages.
two out of dunno how many chapts...
omg.
this is so shit.
i'm just screwed...
haha...
bitching now...
and its damn funny...
haha...
lol.
great entertainment sia.
will get back to econs soon.
real soon.
haha...
good luck pple!!!!~ for econs and chines (which i dun have :P)

i shall not say anymore things.
pple are just twisting my words here and there...
to just get e results they want.
i'm no longer in e mood.

get out of my freaking life man.
pissed.

wow... wad an hour.
finally...
i'm feeling abit scared.
haha...
not too late.
but wld be better if i felt tat earlier.
haha... lol.
doing econs now...
still thinking if e oppourtunity cost for giving up market structures wld be too high...
haha... lol.
i'm not mad.
hmmm.
later in e morn will be at amk library till night.
tired.
but motivated.
does guys have little willpower?
i think so. but there is no harm is there?
i just cant seem to concentrate on my market failure.
ok i better get going before my econs totally fail. haha...
no link.
have a good night's rest!~ :)

erm...
i am super duper tired now.
from this afternoon 1 pm. studied with jfoo in MP lib till 7.
den went to join marist frens at some 24 hrs macs.
studied till 6...
oh no.
haha...
i'm just tired now.
needa sleep someime soon.
and wake up in time for survivor live telecast.
just emailed mr ang to confirm my participation in e MINDEF intership.
wish me luck. haha...
den now got one more thing to do...
add a lot of smileys to da niao's name.
those who wan smileys can tag.
i'll add...
-_-"""
gd "night"...
cya guys later!~

well... still up at this moment.
actually fell asleep at 7.45 le.
but dunno why just cannot sleep well.
haix.
prob too worried abt e exams ba.
hope i can do well.
God, pls let me sleep well later... :)

haix.
screwed for e GP paper but almost everyone owned e SPA Skill A.
haha... lol man.
nothing more to say.
happy studying everyone.

.........................................
just dotz..........................

hmmm...
needa blog real fast.
haha.
today went to study with daniel early in e...
afternoon.
haha. reached there at abt 12+.
did chem.
quite proud of myself actually.
haha...
den after tat went to PS to meet tracy and clary.
oh great.
once we reached there...
haven even 30 mins.
we go watch movie le.
-_-"""
one day b4 promos.
we're just pro.
haha.
den finish movie le.
everyone zao.
haha.
in e end.
e hardworking baojie went to kovan macs to continue mugging...
went home at 8.30.
did some GP research...
now studying Chem SPA...
haha.
did SPA for 20 mins le. shld be done in e next five.
haha...
lol man.
shldnt need to spend so much time on SPA ba.
i hope.
haha.
these are e few topics i chose for GP... (spotting la. not good).
1. Capital Punishment.
2. Media Regulation.
3. Feminism.
4. Advertising.
5. Single sex schools versus Co-ed Schools.

hmm...
hope one come out ba.
haha...
i think i've sorta decided to go for e internship.
e final decision comes tmr...
hmm.
haha.
will think abt it again tonight.
haha.
good night.
good luck to all J1 Victorians.
for ur GP and Chem SPA.
haha...
cya peeps tmr!~

i am so pissed.
type out my whole entry le...
den now e blogger.com ask me to sign in.
arhx!
i cant be bothered to type out e whole blog again...
the gist of it is below:

• met tracy, clary, alvin and jfoo in MP macs. not too bad. studied for Physics SPA and filled up my internship form. many thanks to jfoo for submitting e internship form for me. haha... shld treat u to a drink sometime soon. prob after e promos ba.
• had physics SPA today... Skill C and D. not that well done i'd say... but heck. i wont get to see e results. so i dun really care about my mistakes.
• studied after SPA... quite ok. at least i covered some chapters of Chem. had this fun trivia game conduted by waiyip... haha. den jfoo and peiying suddenly came. omg. that girl was so violent. modern day terrorist in Singapore sia.
• photocopied tracy's WEP notes. wad da hell la. one side 20 cents... its like almost 700% of what i pay in school. wtf. but nvm la. pay pay lorx. haix.
• den after studying had dinner. quite nice la e duck rice. :)
• den went shopping for stuff with daniel and went home. talked from Giant all e way to our stop. den we alighted.
• i decided to walk with daniel to his bus stop. but decided e milk i bought was too heavy. so e clever baojie opened the letterbox and stuffed e two cartons of milk in. haha. so innovative sia.
• den walked to his bus stop... talked alot. and even waited for his bus lor. and we talked and joked. haha. damn fun.
• den went home... open e letterbox to get e milk cartons. and kana seen by neighbours sia. wth. damn embarassing. haha... den just said that i couldnt bothered to carry it. haha... den went home...
• opened my mail box. and found out that i've been selected for e intership. haha. damn lucky. or probably only five idiots signed up for it. haha... now another dilema. wld it crash with orientation 1 plannin? haix.

"The internship lasts from 23rd Nov to 2nd Dec 2005, you must be able to confirm that you will forego any other commitments during this period in order to proceed in the selection process."

how? i'm so troubled again...
give ur comments pls.
i needa reply asap.

why is my life always full of dilemas?
and i cants seem to do anything about it.
haix.

pple wake up in the morning...
but i woke up at 12.30 today.
haha... prob really becoming a pig ba.
lol.
den studied and slacked too...
watch some Pacific Basin Competition 2005...
some place e VJ band is going next yr.
haha...
quite erxin...
got one still ok.
i dunno which category VJ band wld fall into.
prob middle range ba. oops.
haha.
but heck.
haha...
den lunch came.
wow...
chilli crab, beans, campbell soup, chinese sausage, minced meat with bean paste.
wow.
all super nice.
haha...
tracy was asking "why she never cook all these nice stuff for me."
the sole reason is i'm v likable.
full stop.
haha...
lol.
eat that crab eat until e fluids in my nose came out.
damn hot sia.
haha...
but damn shiork.
after tat...
started doing my physics past yr papers.
and i found out that my physics sucked.
wth.
i got to buck up.
reach home le den found out my whole family out w/o me.
ok.
i dun mind tat.
den called my mum to buy back dinner...
but they said it was not convenient so..
haix.
went to e hwaker centre instead.
well...
in a fine twist... i met my dad on e way.
he also have eat!
haha...
ok good.
den both of us decided to go to have western food.
haha...
walking towards e coffee shop...
my mum called.
"hey, we forgot our keys"
wth la.
i could even hear my sis in e backgrd.
which idiot leaves house w/o their keys?
haha...
altho i often do tat.
i pretty much made sure there was someone at home.
lol.
den my dad and i have to hastily tell e aunty to pack e food up.
heng they haven serve sia.
haha...
lol.
den walked back.
started raining!!!
wad luck la.
haha...
den say three people whom obviously have been shopping for a long time.
big bags here and there...
they bought clothes...
my bro and sis bought shirts...
well.
obviously i have to go do my own shopping.
slaps.
haha...
tmr's physics SPA skill CD...
well.
gd luck to all!~

sometimes i wish to forget it.
but it's difficult.

jasper.
gone forever.
put to rest today.
sorry i cant be there...
i noe u're resting well...
i noe u noe that all ur frens and family misses u...
have fun with God.
i noe u'll enjoy e life w/o e pain and agony.
esp. chemo...
we'll meet again one day.
provided i do enough good deeds...
like u.
thanks for bringing so much laughter and joy to my life.
although i hoped that there shld be more of tat.
u'll always live in my heart.
thanks for wadever u did for me.
i'll never forget u...

haha...
mood change.
today quite ok.
now at waiyip's place.
cause decided to stay over to study and den go sch tmr again.
climbing gates is dangerous but who cares.
haha...
today was v funny lorx.
almost caught someone watching porn.
visit waiyip's blog later to find out more...
lol.
hopefully can finish physics today ba.
i better finish.
i shld stop thinking about how unpredictable life is.
i shld.
i hope i can...

another quote from his blog...

"they took the chemo drug i waz lyk wth itz RED? yuck..lyk blood la so sick...den yea one hour...druing tt one hour i waz really in agony...im lyk halfway between a state of concioussness and unconscioussness....in great discomfort...really hard to describe..im juz in terrible agony during tt one hour....after it waz over i juz vomited away.....vomited a lot....it waz really bad....i tink itz gona b the beggining of another torturous regime of chemotheraphy...really feel terrible...really hope i meet sum1 who understands all this pain n agony tt im going thru...hope i will meet sum1 who had experienced sth lyk it...so can really tok abt it..."

chemo is terrible... shall nv go thru it in my life.
RIP Jasper :)

well.
today's school wasnt much to feature on my blog.
after physics prac was PW.
went into the PW classroom and saw mr ng with two chocolate cakes.
he bought them to celebrate e last day of school.
well.
v nice cakes.
den handed in my EoM...
and den went off to go to visit jasper.
haix.
cabbed with francis, alan and derek to sin ming drive.
didnt even noe how to approach the place.
v complicated feeling.
stood in front of the altar.
looked at the photo.
that was some council photo he took in like sec 2.
i saw that photo b4.
den his sister was entertaining us...
with jasper's mum and dad in the background.
they dun look sad.
i look into their eyes...
i saw sadness.
undescribable sadness...
den after i said a few words in front of the altar silently to jasper.
went inside to look at him.
sadness crept me as i moved closer and closer to him.
i bet if my frens werent there, i'd have burst out in tears.
saw his face. still look as cute as ever.
saw his sweatshirt. tot i saw him wear it b4.
prob his favourite top ba.
saw the gifts and letters on his coffin.
"Jasper, i love u." Mei Mei...
v saddening to read that. saw some liverpool caps.
prob a liverpool fan ba.
den walked out...
feeling v v v sad.
dont rmb any times this last 4 years i've felt worse.
prob have once. but not that much.
sat down...
had a drink...
and they talked i stoned.
they finished e drink and went on to eat peanuts.
i dun even have e stomach to finish the drink.
no mood at all.
haix.
tot abt stuff...
den we left late...
surprisingly. my mood became better...
and den went to bishan with francis.
surprisingly met maurice...
had dinner at cartel...
den suddenly met darrell ong, desmond and chiong wei.
haha...
marist gathering. lol.
den san jun came.
haha...
had a talk...
lasted real long sia.
san jun ia apparently working for AVA... answering calls for dengue...
-_-""
and he told francis e rate was 9.50SGD/hr.
francis's eyes were popping out...
haha...
den say he bluff him.
was actually 6...
lol.
some apology needed...
was supposed to meet haosiang, waiyip and andrew at PP after e wake.
but apparently... was a bit too far.
den take cab there not economical.
hope u guys forgive me...
esp haosiang...
sorry...
just went to jasper's blog again...
let see wad i can quote.
sad.

"Unlikely to happen
To be cured of this disease
To be with her
A Gibson SG
FX pedals
A Drumset"

hmmm...
hope u get all those in heaven.

hmmm...
just received news that jasper's funeral is on sat.
so i have to go to his wake tmr.
and i got to go at 3.
hopefully, mr ng allows ba.
i think i'll cry tmr.
i dunno wad to expect.
not going for any funerals for like 4 + years?
haix.
saddening.
but its reality.
i've kinda got over it.
but...
e feeling is not right.
haix.
nvm abt that.
just completed my EoM.
quite satisfied.
surprise!!!
visaruth is online.
haha...
lol. complaining that Uni life is tough.
its like duh la.
haha...
prob he shld tell me more.
let me prepare for my future.
lol.
studied 4 physics chapters today.
not too bad sia.
but played a lot of hearts.
with waiyip trying ways and means to shoot me. haha...
lol.
unsucccessful.
hmm...
i shld stop blogging.
mosquitoes are feeding on me sia.
itchy.
reminder: OGL forms due tmr!!!

i still feel the same way...
even though i was tired.
tossed and turned on bed for 30 mins yest thinking abt what we done together.
i remembered something else...
he was my co-anchor for PSL in 2004.
that brought back more vivid memories.
i'm depressed...
everyone's telling me to get over it.
but i cant.
prob not for e SR.
he's considered in e closest junior category in my MSHS life.
haix.
heard tat his funeral is this sunday.
i'll be going.
i'll be going.
with alan. and prob yaoquan.
and yaoquan haven even got e news.
haix.
shant talk abt it too much.
now lets talk abt happy stuff...
just came back from MP.
been studying with jfoo db and waiyip.
quite productive.
did three chapts. Waves, Circular Motion and Kinetic Theory.
i'm satisfied ba.
but due to the event... i'm still not tat stable emotionally.
i guess.
i might look happy and laugh and smile.
but deep inside.
i sitting on bus also think of him.
listen to mp3 also think of him.
haix.
this is a small part of one song i heard on my way back....

Goodbye - Spice Girls
There will come a day
When you will be able, able to say
Never mind the pain, all the aggravatio
You know there's a better way
For you and me to be
Look for the rainbow in every storm
Fly like an angel heaven sent to me
Goodbye my friend(I know you're gone, you said you're gonebut I can still feel you here)
It's not the end(You gotta keep it strong before the pain turns into fear)
So glad we made it, time will never change it
.
.
.
No no no no(You know it's time to say goodbye)
No no no no(And don't forget you can rely)
No no no no(You know it's time to say goodbye and don't forget on me you can rely)
No no no no(I will help, help you on your way)
No no no no(I will be with you every day)
No no no no...

i dunno how i'm feeling.
haix.

is life really tat unpredictable?
i need to do something to mine to hopefully not regret it.
today was supposed to be a happy day.
studied with waiyip jfoo and db @ MP macs.
den reach home.
online.
only francis had to tell me this.

francis: "u noe jasper?"
baojie: "yah."

at that time, i already got some warning...
but i didnt expect that to really happen...

francis: "he passed away yesterday."

tears flowed out immediately la.
first time i cry in front of comp.
why am i so sad?

• i was his peer support leader, had wonderful months together...
• he was the most guai junior i've ever had.
• i brought him into the council at MSHS.
• i talked, chatted, did duties with him for a significant number of times.

how ironic. i'm doing a project on attitudes towards death.
i'm going into depression.
last saw him on teachers' day celebration.
he still told me he'll return to sch next yr.
we talked for a while.
shld have talked longer.
i regret it.
i see him online but nv talk to him much.
i got his hp number but didnt sms him much.
he sees me as a good senior.
but. i'm not one.
well... life's like that. pple might say. but...
i cant believe it.
just cant.
this is another major blow in my life.
i noe he noes that i misses him.
i noe that he's in paradise.
i'm going to visit him in paradise...
someday...
thanks for the joy u've given me, rest in peace Jasper.

well...
today not much man.
i just need to reemphasize how screwed my promos are...
wad have i done (read thru +understand):

• Wage Theory
• Perfect Competition
• Superposition
• Oscillations
• Gravitation
• Intro to Organic Chem
• Alkanes
• Alkenes
• a bit of math here and there...

oh no...

this is how screwed i am.

and i'm speaking the truth.

i'm not fake.

believe me, i'm gonna pull up my socks soon. -_-"""

p.s. OGL applications open tmr. sorry guys... do apply!!!

well... kinda deaded today.
but not too bad...
did some physics...
well...
for VJC year 1s...
e applications for OGLs 2006 is open from tmr!
haha...
$1 each...
e application closes this coming friday...
interviews wld be conducted after promos...
hehe.
and orientation 2006 will be from 2nd to 9th of Jan next yr...
tentative ba...
haha...
do sign up pple...
hope to see loads of pple there for e interview...
haha...
lol man.
well...
study hard. pple!~

well.
i dunno wad to say le.
haha...
today went to amk lib in e morn to accompany jinyan.
den after tat went to vj for some parent teacher thingy for council.
haha...
v funny.
someones parents mentioned that we shldnt move chairs.
I AGREE.
good job.
haha...
at least they're looking into it now.
woohoo.
haha...
den after that short 45 mins meeting i wanted to go back to amk lib to study.
oh ok lorx.
waiyip also wan to go.
waited for him at vjc bus stop...
take 13.
HOLY SHIT.
sit until my ass cramp sia.
lol.
first time lorx.
den reached amk lib 1 hr 20mins later. -_-"
studied...
studied...
studied...
not too bad. i finished superposition and oscillations today.
not bad.
at least i did quite a lot.
haha...
hmmm.
not tired...
siao le.
still sneezing.
-_-"

wads happening to me?
i dunno.
whole of yest night was sneezing away...
i think i finished one box of tissue.
and i still shuang shuang dun wan off aircon.
oh well...
morn wake up... total lethargic.
oh shit, i tot was dengue fever...
but shldnt be.
i again... handed down wadever i needed to hand down...
and continued to rest.
den today = another unproductive day.
surivor premiered... prob thats e only good thing today.
but e DIRECT OFF SATELLITE telecast wasnt really direct off satellite.
it was cancelled due to a delay.
and channel 5 just simply didnt even give out notice that it was cancelled.
sneezing all e way today sia.
nose so numb le...
sianx.
and my labby have to turn on me.
i guess kana virus le...
and e super duper dumbass went to reformat it.
but hey...
it worked.
damn nice now.
new laptop. haha...
ok ba.
late le.
needa go rest.
tmr's gonna be a new start.
mug hard everyone.
take care :)

haha...
wad a day man. haha...
went to celebrate fj's bdae... surprise!!!
but ended up playing cards.
like so wth la.
haha...
den after tat went with waiyip to my place...
on e bus, me and daniao sat together...
he sat with some obasan...
den he slept.
head aimed towards e obasan's boobs.
lol la.
den she shun away from him.
not only once.
den second time, i poked him frm behind...
another time, daniao saved his gan die by saving him from falling into e aisle cause he try to slant another direction.
haha...
damn stupid.
even tot of taking a video.
but pple will think i shen jing bing.
haha...
den waiyip waited downstairs for me for 30 mins.
oh no.
feel so bad making da shao ye wait.
haha...
study also never study much...
talk den talk a lot sia.
a lot of no link stuff.
haha...
lol.
prob talk too much le lorx. lol
but i dun mind talking more sia.
haha...
feel better.
but...
den tmr is friday.
PE day.
heard its volleyball sia.
haha.
cool.
i'm looking forward to it.
hmmm...
nothing much le.
cya peeps tmr ba!~

hmmm...
feeling much better.
i'm sure everyone is much better le.
thats gd =).
haha...
i just ate like 1/3 of a mooncake.
damn full.
haha...
i shld just stop eating.
get well soon peeps!~

well...
was absent frm sch today.
morn wake up...
head spinning from north to south and den from east to west...
haha...
den did all e emergency sms-es out to pple...
like council duties to be passed down etc.
and everything.
its lke i was abt to die or smthing liddat.
haha...
after that passing on, it was like 7.30 le.
continued to sleep tll abt 10+.
woke up.
head still spinning...
spin.
spin.
spin.
haix.
tot could do some work at home.
in e end indeed...
i finished filing everything.
haha.
feel v accomplished.
well...
den afternoon went down for lunch lorx.
bought a lot of things sia.
haha...
den ate le.
my dad came home...
talked abt his sleep theory again...
"e missing of one nights good sleep cannot be replaced even by sleeping well for three days."
haha...
lol la.
den after he nagged.
i went to sleep again.
sleep till now woke up.
watched charmed as i ate dinner.
well.
leo had to choose his destiny.
thinking abt tat.
what's my destiny?
hmmm...
haha. thinkin too much again.
well... seems like not only i am sick.
to all e sick pple out there...
-_-"
haha...
rest well and get well soon be.
tc bj.

well.
finally finished my EoM.
haha...
"u're blogging with a handsome guy with very gd figure"
hmmm
daniel said tat.
haha...
finally finished...
607 words
2 days.
haha...
thanks for those pple who sent me their EoMs as references...
thanks to my group members, who chose this book over thousands at e library.
thanks to my parents whom allowed me to do this in macs where i got ling gan.
"thanks" to all e peer pressure pple have given me...
esp. foo, tracy, and all who finished their EoMs ahead of me.
haha...
and thanks to e nice daniel and tracy who helped me edit some parts of my EoM.
haha...
as daniel says
this is an accpetance speech.
lol. -_-"

hmm...
actually meeting haosiang de.
but he said he cannot make it.
so well.
haha...
i'm in macs now.
trying my best to churn out my disastrous EoM.
well.
not turning out well.
but heck.
i'll just do wad i can.
i didnt even bring my resource package.
do wad EoM.
i'm just referring to so many diff EoMs.
which i think have no use in e end sia.
haha.
classmates now studying in sch.
gd luck to them.
shld prob join u guys next time. haha...
now really slacking at macs not noeing wad to do.
haix.

wad a pathetic life i'm leading.

sigh...
:'(

hmm...
since today morn 7am i had my first wink of sleep...
well.
tat wonderful moments didnt last for too long.
woke up at 12...
and got nagged at...
and left house at 1+.
met my pw grp members to do EoM...
well.
we ended up playing comp games on my laptop for e whole day.
-_-"
den after tat...
i rushed down to study with haosiang!!
haha...
quite ok.
finished Alkanes and Alkenes...
hmm.
tmr sch restarting.
SIANX.
well...
gtg rest le...
cya guys tmr!~

most productive day in my whole life man.
hmmm.
lets start frm band prac.
from sometime ago...
heard e wonderful TKWO play e nice nice Aerodynamics.
hmmm.
a young and cute ben thinks "oh no... i'll never get to play it."
well...
now.
e older but cuter ben played it yest.
e atmosphere was damn funny.
due to the fact that many parts are too diff for some pple.
me too.
lol.
i was telling waiyip how "simple" my part is.
but when e conductor started... i just got stunned sometimes.
haha.
after band prac.
we wanted to study.
tot of 24 hrs McDonalds at hougang green...
but due to our road-dumbness...
we took e wrong bus and ended up at kovan.
at kovan just open a new chicken rice stall leh.
queue like SUPER long.
and andrew went to queue.
by e time me, andrew, hs and jy got to e stall...
waiyip and kel even finished their deserts le. -_-".
well...
but e chicken rice is superbly NICE la.
and oily at e same time but heck.
haha.
after tat went to BK...
studied till they closed.
den andrew went home. haha...
but e rest of us still quite perked by e coffee.
so... we went to hougang green!!!
haha...
studied,
studied,
and studied.
till 6am!!!! OMG.
haha...
i was v proud of myself man.
if everyday was liddat how nice wld tat be.
haha...
den my mum was quite angry at me.
ate state of my house.
haha.
she actually said they'll come back to singapore on sunday afternoon.
but after which decided to come back 1 day earlier.
wth la.
was intending to pack e house up today.
sorry to my PW grp members...
somehow grounded by my mum...
and tired too.
haha...
gonna meet u all at a later time. haha...
hmmm.
hols over le.
cya guys in sch tmr!~

well.
haha...
exact qn to ask myself.
copy waiyip...
this is wad i did...

• moved chairs and tables with CT council.
• ate lunch + dinner at 5.30... (so similar to waiyip).
• played mahjong with dory, jas and eq. (like OMG).

like totally slap eq la.
got full colour but just because he was closer to jas (who threw it).
arhx!!!
well... this is wad i'm going to do tmr.
haix.
e START of my revision

• meet jas in kovan macs in e morn to study...
• pack my files.
• go for alumni practice (i hope).
• study. and as waiyip said. really study.

haha... v sad tat e hols are ending.

practically in JC, there are no holidays.

june hols = mugging for MYE.

sept hols = mugging for promos.

sianx.

haix.

parents back on sunday.

enjoy two more days sia... lol.

cya guys man!~

this few days have been a mad rush...
to get sleep.
to get food.
and to bitch.
not to study. haha...
i'm quite disappointed in my study plans this time round.
hmm...
but heck la.
19 days left.
wad can i do?
a lot...
hmm.
today shall be e start of a really productive day.
i hope.
new theory:
studying with pple makes it more productive when u really study.
haha... =)

haha... v happy today.
hmm. cause fujitsu called and said my laptop was ready for collection.
haha... rushed down to get it.
hmm...
as i'm always v happy w my purchase.
i'm v happy with my labby.
haha...
today actually was quite sad cause couldnt catch red eye w tracy they all...
but... e labby changed my mood.
haha...
but...
why dont anyone understand me?
such a random statement...
haha.
but.
but.
but.
came across a v nice but old song...
here's it.


When You Tell Me That You Love Me --- Diana Ross

I wanna call the stars
Down from the sky
I wanna live a day
That never dies
I wanna change the world
Only for you
All the impossible
I wanna do

I wanna hold you close
Under the rain
I wanna kiss your smile
And feel the pain
I know what's beautiful
Looking at you
In a world of lies
You are the truth

And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
I'll make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
I'm shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

I wanna make you see
Just what I was
Show you the loneliness
And what it does
You walked into my life
To stop my tears
Everything's easy now
I have you here

And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
I'll make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
I'm shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

In a world without you
I would always hunger
All I need is your love to make me stronger

And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
I'll make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
I'm shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

You love me
When you tell me that you love me

well...
nothing more to say...

stayed @ waiyips house for e past two days.
to "study".
WADEVER la.
haha... study wad shit.
study how to slack ba.
i did nothing but burn e stairway to heaven vcds.
haha...
den just now wanted to order canadian pizza...
found out they closed.
so called pizza hut.
ordered some party meal.
haha...
den we found out surprisingly tat waiyip only had 2 bucks left after paying?!?
oh no...
we're like totally broke.
i'm like left with 1 plus dollar...
-_-"
shit.
how am i going to survive tmr?
haha...
but i think shld have ATMs surrounding me tmr.
haha.
thats good...
hmmm..
shall wait hungrily for e pizzas to arrive. haha...
cya guys soon.
mug hard!~

ok.
i think i'm not tat pissed now.
i hope.
i better be.
since i have to ren for like 1 more yr.
better not be pissed.
but i'm still irritated.
prob i hate e way some pple work.
altho i cant get them to follow my style.
i'm still pissed.
or shld i say irritated.
well. lets get to e happy part of e blog.

----------

well... spent 13 hours on Stairways to Heaven @ waiyip's place.
well. cant say anythnig.
nice show.
perfect show.
flawless.
well...
cried not like jinyan (some hot guy cause he cried buckets)...
i cried a bit only.
partially due to e fact tat i'm very amused at how they cried.
haha.
waiyip cry till headache. haha.
damn funny.
den...
was v tired.
yest 11pm den reach home.
found out tat internet couldnt be used and slept.

----------

well... today was a happy day.
lol.
morning had breakfast.
den went down to fujing's house to do PW.
wasnt really tat efficient.
but GOOD LUCK TO FUJING FOR HER OPP TMR!!!
haha... even played scrabble with grp members and jieshi.
how wierd.
haha...
after which met my dad, mum and bro.
took a cab to suntec.
saw like thousand of pple...
omg.
my mum was like. "oh, i shldn't have came."
haha...
den squeezed inside e convention hall together with my aunt's family...
walked directly to fujitsu...
asked abt e laptop.
den decided on it.
my mum and aunt began bargaining (1st degree Price Discrimination -_-")
if i'm not wrong abt my econs tat is.
haha...
den he say can lower price from 3188 to 3085...
well. my aunt asked for some gifts.
haha...
den he pointed at all of us and started counting...
"hmmm... since there are seven of u... i shall give u all...
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
seven bottles of mineral water!!!"
-_-"
i was like "oh great. so now water becomes a free gift too."
when its already free in singapore. -_-"
i can just go to e toilet and drink.
why spend 3k to drink some water?
my aunt and mum were v amused by this salesperson man.
haha...
den found out that there was no more stock.
-_-"
ok fine.
i paid a deposit...
and will get it in 2 weeks.
i'll patiently wait sia.
haha...
painfully too.
v happy.
am over e moon.
i shall forget all hatred.
thanks to waiyip for helping me with something i cant do.
thanks to all my frens for helping me calm down as much as possible.
thank u.

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tmr's badminton day!!!!
so excited.
haha...
will blog abt e day tmr!

when can someone work w/o resources?
dont pple noe how to label resources or give instructions.
even when its not spoonfeeding.
teachers also say they dont spoonfeed.
but do they just throw u notes and expect u to fill everything in by urself?
NO.
totally ruined my day.

DONT ANTAGONISE ME.

hmmm.
something wrong.
wad shld i do?
clarify?
no need ba.
haha... rubbishing again.
well...
this few days nothing much...
main highlight: Stairway to Heaven.
well... we tempted aaron to buy e vcds...
and ended up watching 7 hours straight.
i didnt even stand up. haha...
cried a bit...
just a bit.
cause most of e time me and jy was bitching abt e bitchs inside e show.
so ironic.
haha...
den watch till abt 9.30...
tmr watching again...
thru out e night.
at waiyip's house.
yeah!
we're going to cry like mad...
billy's gonna serve us not food, but tissue.
i heck my sleep.
jiyan hecks his panda eyes.
jingshu and chengjun are more impt. =P
best show on earth till now...
WATCH IT.
haha...
i abit siao le. lol.

well.
before i get to e title...
lets talk abt some things first.
haha...
mugging seems to be in e air.
altho i seriously dun see e reason to mug seriously hard.
like from morning till night -_-"
such a stress wld just kill pple.
why get stressed up and in e end fall sick just before e exams.
so not worth it.
but nvm.
i'm been doing somethings these few days...
but it always doesnt seem enough.
as compared to some other people tat is.
haha...
den lets get to e title...
yest night at abt 8.40pm liddat...
was still mugging hard with my classmates in e canteen.
den i suddenly discovered i haven handed in something long overdue.
so i made my way to e pigeon holes...
as i was walking down e concourse steps...
i saw a guy and a gal outside e toilet at e T-block.
level 1.
two seconds later...
both went into e guys toilet?!?!
den. wth la.
e guys toilet's main door closed...
when i walked past e back of e toilet... i heard e cubicle door close.
oh no.
haha...
wad is this man.
find a better venue next time pls.
-_-"

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to end off... lets have a look at e latest Yahoo! Singapore poll.

Who will win the grand finals of Project Superstar?
a) Wei Lian--40% (977)
b) Kelly Poon--60% (1455)

well... going back to my same point.
where did that 40% votes come from?
i bet someone spent three days and three nights vigourously clickin e vote button.
well.
thats all.
haha...
i feel so satisfied.
-_-"

well today was fun.
at least.
haha...
was in e library for e whole day i think.
with hs, jy, and andrew ong.
well...
except for bitching. i really dun recall wad i did.
haha...
prob a bit of differentiation...
a bit of wage theory...
a bit here and a bit there...
sianx.
haix.
now i'm worried... of a few things:-

1. Council name tag and t-shirt.
----> well... i better get my ass up and find quotations for name tags however hard it is.
----> better remind enqing ONCE AGAIN to send me e design for e t-shirt.

2. Written Report and EoM
----> well... i never really worried much abt this. cause i think time wld take care of everything.
----> but... looking @ tracy's grp. i think we need to start cracking.
----> and find a venue.
----> if not, we're screwed. i think. haha...
----> but i noe we can do it!

well. thats abt it from me.
hope tmr wld be a happier day!~
but i bet not.

well...
this 100th post sure came slowly.
haha...
lol.
today morn went for banner painting.
v fun lorx.
haha...
was painting with zhixin, tiq, eq, charis, dawn, yiyun, audrey, george and more...
damn fun la.
i'll like join in for banner painting sooo freaking often next time.
haha...
den after tat went off for alumni prac.
well...
not that nice.
haha...
but horx.
surprisingly... i could like play reasonably well for someone who never touch instrument for exactly one month.
today's e one month anniversary that we came back.
haix.
still missing e days...
den after prac.
went for dinner and saw zhixin!! haha..
was totally shocked when she came to say hi... haha...
lol lorx.
den went home le.
tired now...
haix.
haix.
haix.
well... nothing more to add but...

haix.

well...
i can just admit that my previous entry was quite good lorx.
i'm so shocked at my level of sacarsm.
lol.
today was like a outing!.
lol.
so stupid.
me, jlo, daniao, waiyip, trace and clary went out to study.
den went to MOS lorx.
den studied until a freaking man told us we need to give up those seats.
but being e nice consumers.
we went to buy our dinner.
after dinner and bitching.
we went home.
in e end.
me, waiyip, jlo and daniel walked to e 51 busstop.
as i walked...
i looked up.
den i saw some white flesh staring into me.
IT WAS SOME GUY'S ASS CRACK.
oh my freaking god.
his shirt is too small.
his jeans are too saggy.
den i told jlo and daniel.
both laughed for 30 secs.
den told waiyip.
he tot we were looking at e girls...
den at e traffic light, he HUANG RAN DA WU.
den he say and say...
as we were crossing e traffic light.
i was laughing for a good 3 mins.
all of us were...
pple ard us were looking @ us.
thinking what are these four guys doing.
laughing like mad on e streets.
haha...
den we were waiting to see if he got onto e same bus as us...
daniel say wad if he drop his ezlink...
wad if....
wad if...
haha... damn funny la. lol.
i think e most pian tai one is still waiyip ba.
lets see who objects or agrees. lol.

to all troubled. e eqn to being happy is:-
TO BE HAPPY = 99% RELAX + 1%THOUGHTS +0%EXTERNAL INFLUENCE.
hope that helped :)

lkoads of things happened today...
will blog abt it later.
tired now...
b4 this shortest blog in my blogging history...
i end it off with a thought..

a quote from Yahoo! Singapore:

"Will it be Kelly or Wei Lian? Who knows, but we've notice Kelly has an edge in number of searches."

well... come to think of it.
how many of Wei Lian's supporters can search for him?

haha.
slackin in e SC room now. waiting for chinese pple to finish lessons.
slapped clary mark and alvin downstairs. so sorry i left u guys downstairs.
haha...
boring econs lec in like 14 mins.
woots.
die.
sleep.
yest was soooo eventful lorx.
in sch. waiyip was a little scared of his rashes...
and was so relieved to noe tt he came out with chicken pox before le.
ya so.
haha.
after sch went to e doc with him.
e pharmacist say "take with food"
he tot need to ask billy to cook with food.
wth la.
haha... i laughed till i cant take it and went out of e clinic.
lol.
den went parkway...
he went to watsons to get groceries.
-_-"
haha.
den scoops time den home!!!~~~
reached home and laid on my bed...
till dinner time.
after tat was trying hard to convince my mum of my laptop.
like when its going to come.
she say this weekend go see...
u see la.
might as well get it during e IT show.
but i better dun get too happy first.
fredy has posted chapter one of our WMC trip.
those who wanna have a look can go to my links and link.
yeah. nice backgrd.
den... just wanna say tat i missed e band.
i miss playing my instrument.
i missed looking at notes.
i missed everything to have to be done with e band.
needa go back for some more med tests and reviews.
sianx.
haha...

i just got a shock.
shock of my life.
die.

p.s. my promise of that sch which dun allow students to "blog" will come next time.

haha...
today nothing much to say.
studied w jinyan and andrew in e lib.
not too bad.
i finished 8.2 and 8.3
mr ho will be so proud of me. -_-"
haha.
den was flipping thru chem and decided i had no mood.
so ya.
went home.
watched "stairway to heaven" w my family.
damn nice show.
I WAN TO SLAP TAT TWO BITCHES TO OUTER SPACE
i feel sooooo much for tat poor gal.
haix.
to all human beings out there...
those who haven start watching...
pls buy vcd.
dun bother going after e TV schedule.
haha...
u'll bang e television hard when its commercial time.
haha.
den my dad was quite pissed with us occupying his room
making comment like. "slap tat bitch"
haha...
he's planning to borrow e set of vcds from his fren who open a vcd shop.
den he wan us to finish asap.
haha.
tats my dad.
haix.
i'm seriously dead.
just realised frm waiyip tat i totally forgot abt e chem test!.
oh no.
but heng clary also haven study...
we'll study tmr.
haha... die le
God bless me.
haha...
gd nite.

next post highlight:"JC FORBIDS STUDENTS BLOGGING."
which JC is tat...
find out in e next post.

posting on e "one month anniversary" of our WMC trip, so as tracy calls it.
haix.
yest had a GM...
quite ok la...
at least i opened my golden mouth for once in e council. haha...
ended at 7... so late lorx.
-_-"
after i left VJ, i waited "patiently" for 36 as i didnt wan to be v late for glen's dinner...
well, e bus took 30 mins to come.
screw tat driver.
when i was approaching e airport...
listening to Diana DeGarmo's Dreams on my mp3,
thoughts came flying back.

i remembered how MSSBA had dinner at popeye (yest too) a month ago b4 going off...

i could see our check in row.

row 13.

yest, e flight was KL838, e exact one we took from singapore to amsterdam.

den after dinner, we went to viewing mall.

right in front of me...

e fugly but really nice KL838...

stared hard @ it for 10 mins.

could almost recognise my seat...

u noe??

such random thoughts but...
very memorable.
haha...
den we sat down and talked abt random things...
den went home...
on e bus, was thinking abt e trip...
day by day...
till i fell asleep...
woke up. reached home. read papers.
and slept.
today woke up at 1pm...
so xing fu. haha...
den till now use comp.
so nice.
haha...
haix.
i better dun think too much le.

Dreams - Diana DeGarmo
Dreams are just dreams
When they're stuck inside your head
And all it takes is a little help from you
You know it's true
That dreams are for real
When you see what I see
And you feel it too
We took the longest road
Just to make it harder
Let's do it all again
It only makes us stronger

[Chorus:]
Dreams
I guess we're just made of dream
Nothin' else matters
As long as we believe
I'm lookin' at you
And I see my life
Passing before my eyes
And when the journey's over
And all my dreams come true
I'll dream of you
What do you see
When you look inside your heart
A little thought
Can walk a thousand miles
And change your life
When dreams lead the way
The impossible is suddenly in sight
Every step you take
Just brings it all together
You gotta keep the faith
When all seems lost forever

[Chorus]
You're the one
That keeps my hope alive
My vision clear
I'll spend my life with you
Conquer fear
We'll make it through
Nothin' else matters
As long as we believe
I'm lookin' at you
And I see my life
Passing before my eyes
And when the journey's over
And all my dreams come true
I'll dream of you
I'll dream of you
I'll dream of you

well...
can dreams come true?
yes and no...
i dunno.

haha.
wad shld i say?
altho i'm not a loyal supporter of project superstar (i watched only one episode)...
i feel v sad for e pple who finished runner-ups.
haha...
i really do.
i noe i wont want to finish as a runner-up. wad a dumb tot.
well... tracy even moved her labby to e tv.
haha.
she was so jidong during e show she wanted to accompany junyang to cry.
oh gosh.
haha...
i guess she didnt...
oh well. enough said abt superstar. today...
well, not much.
lectures tutorials.
but this morn i wake up (after a 13hr sleep)... at 6am.
i found that my skin ard e needle entry point to be purplish.
v bad lorx.
den still went sch.
out of no reason, e 55 i always take stopped @ e traffic light b4 my stop for a long time.
den e driver took down e signage saying "55" and went on, allowing pple to alight but not board.
WAD DA HELL WAS HE DOING? WAD'S SBS DOING?
go away... dont we need to go to sch.
if tyre puncture, why continue driving?
so frustrating.
worse thing - yiyun waved to me frm e bus.
haha... gd job, gal! **arhx**
haha...
den reached council room, became e wrapper opener.
prob i'm to use to it...
they cant open, i can. haha.
den lecture, tutorials...
after which went out w tracy, clary and meijie to get something.
and someone (aka tracy) felt rich and decided to have dinenr @ cartel.
oh well...
haha.
i had some ribs which i didnt even touch 1/2...
haha.
its nice but very sick of it after a while.
they had some seafood...
cost abt 20.
ok lorx.
spent quite a lot on food nowadays.
haha...
den came home.
on e way home talked to enqing for e first time for 42.21 mins...
gosh.
frm mrt till almost abt to bath.
haha... first time so long.
tmr got a big scre awaiting me.
i'll see if its a scare den update more.
**i'm scared**