recalcitrance

back from physio again.
this time tio electrocuted again. haha...
up from 64mA to 90mA. omg.
almost died.
haha...

gymming in e hospital is so wierd and funny... haha.
but quite interesting to see all e wierd stuff for therapy.
lol.

recently addicted to carrie underwood's album called carnival ride.

a song inside abt how soldiers are dying on warfronts really touched me.
called JUST A DREAM...

=(
quite sad. its so real and sad.
haha...
go listen!!!





oh yea!!!! and i was totally shocked when hady won asian idol.
holy mama. it was like...
haha...
but!!!! i'm proud tt he won. =)
hahaha...

but i love Phuong Vy and Jacklyn Victor!!!!

haha...
even phillipines idol is so funny and cute. LOL.
mau!
haha...
watch these!

Phuong Vy -


Jacklyn Victor -




woo hoo!!!!!!~

for the first time in these few months, i felt really happy just to stay home.

=)
cause of the freaking rain.
i bet it breaks some record in singapore.

everywhere was raining.
and my laptop's dvd drive is still malfunctioning.
that cheater of a shop in simlim square.

argh.


and diarrhoea.
omg.
i think its e worst thing to have.
especially when u wanna sleep.
omg. its agonising....


movies + shopping + great food.
haha... i cant wait for payday! =)

i've totally lost track of which day today is.

i'm sooooo irritated by e fact that i can only do e following..

1. wake up late.
2. sleep late.
3. eat
4. shit
5. eat
6. watch dvds and tv
7. sleep.


argh.

though i went out today for lunch and dinner and enchanted...
it seems that i desparately need a life.

hey!!! =) i'm back.

hahaha...
its been soooo traumatising.
first after i reached e hospital...
was asked to change into disposable undies (omg), and a skimpy dress followed by a kimono.
woah cool eh.
wth.
haha. after that i walked to the Operation Theatre.
=S


scary long walk...
den stripped off e kimono. leaving that skimpy dress.
-.-"
den lied on that bed...
den... they wheeled me to some place...
where i could hear alllll e freaking noise of e machines and they rehearsing or something liddat.
and den they jabbed me for e drip. on e other side of my palm.


=S
luckily they locally anesthetised me first.
haha...
after which!!!

they made me wait further...

thats when i realised how important my health is.
i'm never going back there again.
hopefully.
so i'll watch my health and body very very closely.
its like this wake up call.
haha...

den wheeled me into e theatre.
omg.
den transferred bed...
and den they plug some stuff into me...
and den someone said...

"here's some oxygen"

inhaled a bit.
den was thinking to myself.
when did oxygen have a smell?
=S


.
.
.

den e next thing i noe.
i woke up and it was done.
omg.
haha.
e wonders of anesthesia...
its all bandaged up.
and wrapped up.
couldnt feel a thing for some time.

argh.
haha...
den rested... felt like puking...
=S
argh.


after that went on a wheelchair to learn how to walk.
omg =S
torturous.
haha...
wasnt painful.
it was just... really really uncomfortable.


den waited...
when my parents and my uncle came...
den went to buy clutches.
and got tonnes of medication.
=S

mild painkillers...
den strong painkillers...
den stronger painkillers...

haha.
so i can decide my degree of pain. cool eh!
haha...
also saw some pics from e operation... well. they shaved some stuff off e meniscus.


den on e way to kovan for lunch, i puked on e car.
=S
LOL.
luckily i've got a plastic bag...
haha... after which had a wonderful lunch.





den reached home =S
and realised that the anesthesia haven even cool off yet.
omg.
was knocked out again...


had delicious porridge for dinner. =)
haha.

now its like i've this table of water, pills, and my laptop.
haha.
which is gonna accompany me for e 1+ weeks till i can walk i presume.
haha...




here's a picture.




and yea its my blood.

its finally thursday night!

benyap's fasting... is gonna start at 12mn. =)
haha. forced dieting by e surgeon.
argh. in like... a few hrs...
i finally understand e meaning of....


任人宰割 aka let pple slice. haha...

though its a damn minor op...


and i am so going to watch one litre of tears since jy became "possessed" @ e last episode.
haha...
can imagine him shuddering and whining away with tissue covering his nose and mouth. hahaha!
just like tt time @ wy's place. omg...


alright.
i'm gonna go rest in 1 hr...
seeya guys =)

two more freaking days.

haha.
over e course of 2 days (well actually 2 weeks), with the exception of going back into camp for a day...
i've went to everywhere to taste or feel my favourites b4 i might have to give them up for a few weeks.

or even months.
haha...
Plaza Sing's Indonesian BBQ fish set... =)
Le Meridian's BiBimBap... =)
etc. etc.


haha... it feels so good to be out of camp.
tt i dont have to worry about wad time to fall asleep or wad time i wake up.
but i guess i better revert to a more normal body clock b4 i go bonkers.
haha...



everything's on my mind.
just cant get so much out.
i've no idea why this is happening.
haha.

i've apparently got a 1:100000 chance of dying on the metal table this friday due to anesthesia allergy.
but again someone just told me today that i have a 1:100000000000000 chance of dying crossing roads everyday, so its a fallacy.
haha. its so funny eh!


cant wait till i'm healthy and kicking away again.
argh.
=)



but shld i really die.
i'll be so sad cause i've soooo much to tell everyone, esp a few.
=S

argh. LOL.
its called e being-a-drama-queen-before-an-operation syndrome.

haha.

its been a really long time since i ever updated this cobweb induced blog. haha...

i'm going for my knee op on the 16th nov aka this coming friday.
hopefully it wont be tt painful.
though i think it will.
haha...

had some hiccups abt the alumni band concert.
which kinda caused a little bit of unhappiness i presume.
haha.

otherwise...
this whole leave week at home before the operation was just more of reading, playing, watching movies and chilling with frens.

well...
bought a book by phil keoghan!
haha...
will read it when i'm bound to my bed =S in 5 days time.
haha...
a little bit of stuff left in camp to be settled.
which results in me gonna have to return like on the 12th and 14th...
den i foresee a long hiatus with camp.


=)


haha...
alright. i gtg take a short nap b4 i gt to book in le.

yawnz.

its been such a long time since i last blogged.

haha.
just came back from da capo 07 by e NUSWS...
i must say its a short and delightful concert.
with nice pieces like elizabeth and 2nd suite. haha.
but also got not so nice de la.
haha.
but it was enjoyable.

UCC was as gorgeous as i remember it.
haha...
after which went for dinner @ NYDC w jfoo tracy and jy.
haha.
nice pasta! and nice drink!
but fugly decor... with someone looking like a bloated paul twohill...
haha...
their Halloween decorations are...
not v nice. ha...




its been very very routine in camp nowadays.
but as we cease duties next month, i guess everything will become more upbeat.
haha.
gonna move my op date closer.
perhaps on Nov 23 or 16.
cant stand e pain and discomfort any longer...

=S

ha.
tts all for this long weekend.
and oh yea!!
Amazing Race 12 is premiering on Nov 4th in the US.
just pray tt channel 5 airs it.
=)

its such a bother going back into camp. =(


argh.

tired!!!!

got so much new music...
i'm falling back into the realm of mandopop again. haha...

F.I.R.'s new album's good.
Kelly Poon's basically s**ked.
weilian's album got gd reviews but i haven heard it yet. soon ba.
haha...


really excited to be back into e mandopop scene.
i miss band pracs so much...
didnt get to go for 2 pracs in a row le.
but i am gonna go for e next! =)

hahaha....

got back from Alexandra Hospital...
got e scan results.

well apparently, my left medial meniscus has a complex tear.
and for that tear, an minor day-time telescopic operation.
soon i hope.

=S

and i've got a baker's cyst (cool name yea!) in my left knee too.
it sorts of accumulates fluids and stuff.
so i've got two options.
one is to keep draining e fluid w needles (yucks)
or i also can have an op to remove it totally (sounds better eh)


=)

argh.

hahaha.
before i go off to alexandra hosp for my specialist appointment.
guess i'll update on wad i've been doing.
well...
duties are finally taking their toll on me.

or on us perhaps.
cause too little people le. so we prob have to perform more duties.
that basically means that two of my band pracs have to be given up for duties sake.

argh. hopefully e following months will be more bearable.
but with impt events like the asean summit, i doubt it would.

ARGH.
haha. but i'm quite excited to see e doctor later.
discuss about my scan results.
e scan was v fun. i practically slept through e whole scan.
haha... so comfortable.





ok off to have lunch before e appt! =)

woah. has been such a long time since i actually updated this blog.
my life have became so monotonous nowadays.
haha...

but how can NS actually be interesting eh?
tts true.
ha.
but my one year mark's coming so soon.
i can feel it.

and in another wink of an eye,
e two yrs are going to be gone just like that.


haha...
went for yuki yaki buffet today after band prac w waiyip, jinyan and haosiang.

(p.s. too bad aaron's eating sand in brunei now. HA.)

e food wasnt bad.
but omg.
we got some fugly table whose ice cream machine was a bit cranky...
so getting to one mouthful of ice cream made me sweat scraping it from that ice cold metal plate.

but e experience was fun and e buffet didnt cost a lot.
compared to vienna or pariss (which sucks).
haha...


thinking back into our sec sch times...
going to swensons or sizzler was like a luxury...
could still rmb how we will gorge ourselves to make sure we made full use of our money.
ha.

now...

going out for meals doesnt depend so much on e budget anymore.
maybe just because we're actually earning some "income" which is actually a mere small allowance.
haha...



i am so tired now.
with absolutely no reason why.
ha.

guess i'll really need a good break tmr.
haha...

and hopefully i get it.

haha...
till i update again....



goodbye!
ha.

ha
am back for a short 1 day hiatus.

clear my off from guard duty.
omg can.
haha.
my virgin attempt at guard duty was...


actually ok la.
but its horribly time and energy draining...

prowl once = 2 rounds = approx 5km.
and u do that in 2 hrs.
omg.
ha.
and u dun do it once only.


u do it 4 times!
omg.
it means i walked abt 20km.


=S


ha.
but it was really good to be able to take today off.
=)

its been enjoyable.

hahaha...

i hope NS is done with fast!


so that we can go on our trip.
=(
ha.

but to where?

aaron said they came up with some requirements.

1. must have snow. [ha! nice scenery]

2. must be affordable cause we shld save up for WMC [true! WMC will cost us a lot.]

3. must be able to shop and eat. [yea. eating's compulsory]


we shld continue to think abt it.

ha.
but i think SNOW CITY does in fact satisfy all three conditions.


lol!


alright.
back to camp!
=(

back for a relatively short weekend.
as sunday's eaten up due to my first ever guard duty.
been really shagged out this week.
due to trainings tt end at like 1am.
=S

haix.
got to know a really gd song this week thru 93.3FM.
ha.
sang by three female singers...
angela, fan weiqi and tingzhu.


仨人

一个人的晚餐无聊寂寞
两个朋友能开心的直说
三个人可以给你勇气
可以安慰你的失落
异口同声地说
因为有你染上新的幽默
(新的幽默)
也因为有你世界变得轻松
(变得轻松)
我们呢属于非常难得
所以尽情大声唱歌
分享每一分钟
我们拥有一个真心的朋友
(我们是真心的朋友)
就算有风吹不走我们感动
(吹不走我们的感动)
真的希望你能够永远快乐
你懂我(你懂我)
不用说(不用说)
最想看见彼此的笑容

如果能够带走乌云的天空
(你带走乌云的天空)
爬到云端我陪你继续做梦
(爬到云端我陪你做梦)
好想每天陪你看日出日落
你值得交换我
一辈子最想要完成的
美梦




guard on sunday is so sucky.
i hope my hamstring problem doesnt work up again.
or else its gonna be so unbearable.

i am getting so used to this life.
i wont want anything to start changing.
就算有风吹不走我们感动.

am back...
booked out in e middle of e week due to my great grandma's funeral.

and discovered how bloody small e world is at e same time.
ha.
after the funeral went back to protecting singapore skies.
due to NDP.

ha.
but of course there wasnt any threats to our skies.
=)

after tt went back to camp and went to sentosa on friday!
to celebrate ADOC's first anniversary.
haha.

quite fun la.
-.-"
if u get wad i mean.
haha...
went to vivo after that and did some shopping.
but i controlled myself and din buy anything.
haha!


went for a pseudo band prac today with e most pathetic attendance i've ever seen this yr.
and also produced e worst ever sounding noise i've ever heard this yr.
haha.
den joined e class for e class outing.
=S
v tired le...


i am damn pissed off with that bitch of a sister and that bastard of a brother.
just because i'm e eldest.
they come running to me when they have a freaking problem.
and when i cant solve it.
they blame me.
wtf.


like as if i dun wanna solve it to stop them from screaming at me for e whole day long to solve it.

had enuf le lo.
i think i'm already not tat bad a brother.
i hope.
sometimes i hope they realise that they do have to take care and learn how to troubleshoot and repair stuff that they use too.
and stop relying on me that much.
haix.




other den those depressing whining about sibling relationships.
here's two videos that are real nice.
haha.


firstly.
some funny jap show w a dancing bitch.
haha.
cant laugh as usual lo.
damn funny!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YeIxGpcNm9w&mode=related&search=

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6ytk_w9sqz8&mode=related&search=

with a song "like a virgin" and a bitchy funny bitch dancing.
ha. i think i see her for 1 sec i laugh le.
HAHA...
e monk part is damn funnyyyyy. hahaha!




e second video...
is some wildlife video.
of crocodiles, lions and buffalos.
fighting.
ha.
its caused quite a hit with 11million views on youtube.



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LU8DDYz68kM


enjoy e videos! =)

and laugh whole heartedly.
haha. its good for health.

ha.
back for another fantastic weekend.

this weekend no band!!!
yea!
for e first time...
i get to enjoy a full saturday with no commitments whatsoever.

=)

went for e authentic jap buffet Kuishin-bo with aaron, hs and wy.
heh!
its damn nice!
i think.
though they were all late and i was sitting facing e desert corner with my mouth totally watering le.
ha!
i really enjoyed it though.
but e price eh...


47 bucks.
='( ha.

if its 17 bucks i'll go everyday.
ha!

last weekend booked in after realMusic...
it wasnt that bad i heard.
alumni band was e best ba. i think. i hope.

heh.
though we totally screwed up at times.
but still.
hopefully we played well.
ha.

next yr's gonna have another impt concert.
gonna have two conductors coming down from japan.
hopefully i wont screw up too badly for that impt concert.
haha.


next week i wont be coming out for national day!

=(

cause i'll be doing my job well defending singapore.
LOL.

but i'll get to watch e parade when i get home!
i guess.
haha...
alright.

i shall look forward to payday (10th Aug) and booking out next week!

=)

hey hey hey!!!
haha.
am back from my SUMEX.
and i passed out from my course loh!


=)

time to fully enjoy myself and slack. hahahaha.

went for the last concert rehearsal yesterday for today's concert.
but to think that practices will resume again for other concerts to come.

haha.
but its ok.
i enjoy them.
though sometimes i get slapped.


come to think about it.
i'm imagining the possible days w/o e alumni band...
will we still meet up regularly and have dinner or watch movies every weekend?
i highly doubt so.
thats why i'm quite grateful to the band for creating chances for weekly gatherings.

ha.
alright.
got to go and prep for e concert already.
hopefully nothing terrible goes absolutely wrong.
ha.
=)




Welcome to realMusic!

12.03pm

spent loads of time on two things...

my laptop.
and e final book of Harry Potter.

ha.

reformatted my laptop on friday night.
and met with tonnes of difficulties.
cant even get online now.

with e laptop la.
its like unsolvable.
just like e first time i touched it.
cant even get it to go online.
these few days i felt so cut of from e world w/o internet.
haha...


e next exciting thing is Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows.
haven finished it. am halfway thru it though.
kinda exciting...



dun come spoil anything for me.
i'll kill u.
haha...
but by e time i see any spoilers i shld be done w e book le...





1.20pm

i've just spent another 1+ hour trying to solve e laptop's problem.

i had enuf of it can.
=S
hopefully it will be solved asap.




2.52pm

just spent another few hrs on e freaking laptop.
i dun care le.
ha.
probably next weekend den ask for some help somewhere.
argh.



ok. time to go get ready for e book in.
will be going for my final summary exercise from mon to tues.
after which my course is done.
=)

haha.
but tats if i pull thru mon and tues la.
=S



alright.
see ya guys next weekend!

just watched harry potter after e band prac.
haha...
it was nice.
i think.

since prisoner... i kinda gave up on e movies le.
but i like this one.

i liked e soundtrack and all..
real cool. ha.

e department of mysteries and e hall of prophecies didnt look like that to me.



haha.
i tot it will look more modern u noe.
haha.
but e pink umbridge woman is really interestingly designed.

i guess all bitches like pink.
but wait. not all pple who like pink are bitches.
so dun come admitting to me that u r a bitch.
cause u tot i said all pple who like pink are bitches.


haha.
have to book in tmr at 6.45am.
haix.
sian.
but no choice.
training...
i v garang de.

-.-"

but since i passing out soon le.
i dun really care.
haha.


ok. i better go sleep le.
if not tmr sure cant wake up...
BYE!

e week just flew by with e prep for auditing getting real hard to manage.
though i dun really have to manage much =)


haha.
which means we kinda had a breezy week.

next week is auditing itself.
shld be even more breezy.
hahaha...





i'm really tired this weekend.
i have no idea why.



looks like i will die of exhaustion soon...
concert's coming up.

if anyone still wants tickets!!!
come look for me k?



realMusic
29th July 2007
VCH
5pm...



its only 12 bucks!
come give us ur support.
=)



ok gtg back to camp le.
=S

this week has been rather great...

with range and IMT, its just slack.

went for alumni band prac today.
aero improved quite a bit.
w e pianist.
haha.

left earlier for the NDP '07 Combined Rehearsal 2...
which was really stunning with their lights...
looks like hong kong's show at victoria harbour can... haha.

good job to those lighting people.
really great job.
some pics taken over on e floating stage...

e parachuters...



e parade form up... cool yea!



e chinook and e apaches!
hahaha...





e pretty lights =)


one of e SOKA performances...
haha...
taji queens and kings...
but really nice...




e grand finale...



and kit chan really came can!
though she was standing on some unglam lift...
which shes definitely not going to on that day...

she sang live.
and she did a really really perfect job...
love kit chan.
haha...
=)

after that went to suntec for dinner.
and found out that donut factory's open!
omg.
den for e first time.
there wasnt any queue.
and we just got our donuts.
although only got two flavours.

but still.
who gets donuts from donut factory in 5 mins???
hahaha....

=)

gonna book in early tmr morn for the SAF day parade at SAFTI MI.
maybe i can catch bernard leopard crawling somewhere tmr in OCS.
hahaha...
=P


alright.
next weekend shall be a fun one.
nitex.
v tired le.
=S

oh well...

another week sort of flew by...
haha...
thats good in a way...
in e army, one just have to keep counting down e days to a book out.

thats probably e way people spent their two yrs of their lives.
looking forward to weekends like we never ever did.

though we did look forward to weekends when we were studying...
but monday to friday was just about equivilent to weekends.
hahahaha...



basically the week that just flew past was quite enjoyable.
went to causeway point on wed's nights' out.
and found out that causeway point has almost nothing.
hahaha.
i think.


den sat had to wake up freaking early...
and i meant 7.30am.
but i snoozed till 8.30am.
HA.
took e cab down to maris...
bumped into wy at e porch who also just woke up.
LOL...


e prac went rather well...
but i am starting to think that i misplaced my tickets.
omg.
LOL...
after that went to PS for lunch and den went to e minds' cafe.
been so long since i went there...

e games are still nice to play.
ha.



den sat and rotted away at PS till like 7pm...
went home at tat time which is damn early for a sat.


den went to amk lib today and borrowed 6 books.
haha.
hopefully i can finish them all within these two weeks.



range's coming up again...
i'm so gonna work hard to grab that 200 bucks.

=P
ha!

its the time of the week again...

had IPPT on friday...
and on e very same day, my thigh muscles and back muscles already started to ache.

never in my life did muscles start aching on e very day of exertion.
LOL.
it was so bad on saturday that i was squirming in pain whenever i stood up or sat down.



horrible.
and to make things worse...
i left all my scores in camp.
since i took them in to transpose some of them.
well done.



so hymn to e sun was.
omg-ly disastrous.
band prac was not that bad.
climbing e thousand stairs at maris was.


ha.
after that went to sakura tpy to celebrate zc and fredy's bdaes.
haha.
not v nice food.
but nice company.


come to think about it.
like i nv had dinner with them for god noes how long le.
haha.
bought a shirt for zc which i hope he can manage to squeeze into.
LOL...


it has been so much fun since i was in the alumni band...
which would never be possible without fredy (e "founder") and zc, the one who sits beside me every week.

haha...



really glad that there is this opportunity to continue creating music, whether pleasant or not...
with my seniors.
i still rmbed e many sufferable practices we had for WMC and NBC.
and also the wonderful experiences in Europe.


ha.
hopefully we achieve something again at NBC 2008 and den claim another gold at WMC 09...

=)


to zc, u r one senior that i respect e most.
though i always bully u... lol.
but... happy bdae to u.
ha.
on e 20th June.


and to fredy...
though i always criticize ur choice of songs ah...
=P
LOL...
but still...
thanks for sacrificing so much for e band.
i really appreciate it.
ha.
happy bdae today!
LOL.



today's book in day.
my legs are still paralysed.
LOL.
alright.
i gtg le to savour e last few hours of civilisation...

=)
hopefully i survive e next week!








bye.

hahaha am back from a lovely week...


i currently love e simulator room. ha.
cause i noe where i can lie down, sleep and not get caught.
LOL...


this coming week shld be ok.
at least i hope i wont fall asleep during e lectures...
or at least try my best to stay awake.
cause its not like there're 200 pple in e lecture hall.


there's only 18.
HA.


alumni band prac was great...
i'm kinda familiar with all e parts le.
and i'm also glad new york is removed.
hahaha!


and heard some news @ e end...
just make me wanna slap alumni cause it might cost me all my leave.

haix.
HAHA.
but i'm excited abt future developments.
just dun too tiu lian can le.
LOL.




watched two movies this weekend...
shrek for e 2nd time with glenn.
and ocean's 13 with hs and jy.
haha...


ocean's 13 is nice.
its exciting to watch how e drama unfold.
and that hotel look vvv nice.
but dun think its architectually possible for such a structure to be built but its really nice.


=)



next weekend shall be.... FANTASTIC FOUR!


=D
LOL.

i'm going home.

to my 2nd home.
haha...

feeling much much better le.
hopefully i din miss too much!


e bunk's damn quiet without me i heard.
ha.


or am i too noisy? haha...

alright.
seeya guys next bookout ba.
looking forward to band prac...


=)

am back again...
this few weeks have been real great.


i'm beginning to really love my camp more.
and my bunk and course mates.

thats a good sign.
haha...


after our half day on Friday, went to e PC Show '07 with qiyang and vincent.
haha.
its was omgly congested.

=S
i noe qiyang almost fainted.
haha.


after that went to have dinner @ Swensons.
haha.
v nice food.
=)

but it did irritate my stomach a bit that night...
=S



bought a new desktop from e show.
quite nice...
altho its not gonna be me using it frequently...

i think i got e same thing as fredy.
LOL.
good taste pple.
=P


LOL.
den today went to alumni band prac.
i actually liked e yao jing song again.
sounded much nicer...
ha.


hymn sounded more disgusting.
but 2 out of e 3 new pop pieces were really nice.

ha.
my stomach kinda feels wierd now...
hopefully it will be fine tmr...


=)

Chris Daughtry (4th place shock boot from American Idol 5)'s Home is real nice.


i wanna stay at home!
=(



Home

I'm staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.

Well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.

The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love, it makes true.
And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.

So I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
I'm going home.

Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
And then some you don't want.
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah.

Oh, well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.
I said these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
I'm going home.

           

oh great.

e fierce week is over.
=)
ha.


training was tough.
but all of us trainees were tougher.
LOL.
at least we pulled thru.
though we were almost dead by e end of everything.



haha...

booked out early on Friday cause it was Have-Dinner-With-Your-Family Day.
ha.
why cant they have this thing on every friday?
it wld be so perfect.
haha...


but i couldnt have dinner with my family as i had to attend VJCSB's concert.
haha...
e concert was ok...
third symphony was real nice.
haha...

den went to town to meet up with e guys...
got Cpt Ryan a pair of crystal Kalm Bears from Swarovski...
for his wedding on Saturday...
looked cute i think...
ha.
e price was quite cute looking too.
LOL...


den saturday came...
alumni prac in e new band room.
ha.
aircon too cold.
but e lighting is real good.
=D

ran thru e pieces again...
guess will have to go down for sectionals soon.


ha.
after that went to Seoul Garden for dinner...
and den caught pirates.
omg.
168 mins.


almost died in e cinema.
haha...

but it was...
ok.
e visuals were stunning.
but if u havent watched one and two.
den maybe can forget abt three.
haha...


sian.
tmr's book in day.
=(

ha.
the week that gone by was supposed to be really fierce.

but it turned out to be rather ok.
e deployment was horrible.


carrying 30kg up 8 stories seemed managable to me.
and so i tot.
till i almost died panting when i reached e roof top.


=S

but it turned out to be ok.
den i was thinking...
go down shld be fine.
and i was wrong.

omg.
i cant even see e flight of stairs in front of me can.

almost trip a few thousand times.


range was cancelled.
shit.
tot i could earn 200 lo.
was hopeful.
ha.


den next week...
omg.
hell week.

oh man.
i hope i will survive next week.
haha...



and i'm just super in love with Satoshi Yagisawa's Hymm to the Sun.

played by TJC for their SYF.
haha...
e alumni band's trying it too.
haha.
i think its damn nice.
=)




LOL.



went to TJ's concert today.
i shld say Hymm was really great.
haha.
e stage band too.
i totally LOL-ed at one point.
HAHA...



tmr's gonna be back at camp for e monstrous week.
omg.
=S
hopefully i survive.


and NUS,
pls send me my letter soon.
where ever i am admitted to.
thanks.

this weekend was really enjoyable...

watched one movie.
sung one klunch session.
bought tonnes of things.


basically i really enjoyed myself.
though i looked and probably sounded like an idiot when i laughed god damned loudly inside the cinema during "Blade of Glory"...



but i really did enjoy the movie.
haha.
caught e sneak with wy, hs and jy @ J8...
i tot it was really funny.
but some thought it was okay funny.
haha...
really funny.
haha. i can still rmb e scene.
=S



den band practice was...
i tot not that bad.
jsut that the fact that zhen cheng fell sick.
leaving me alone with mr. chiang.
=S
ha.
traumatising.
but....
i tot e band prac was good.



and WMC 2009 is gonna be at switzerland.
omg.
if theres an opportunity i sure confirm plus chop make sure i can go can.
HAHA.

Switzerland's attractions...

chocolates!!!!
wah. i'll totally indulge can.
provided its not that unaffordable...

den i dunno le.
i only know they got safe banks.
though i dun care abt them at this moment.
haha...



went to kbox with hs and aaron today...
=)
but spent a lot of money.
this weekend...
easily above one hundred.
oh man.


=(
luckily theres more pay this month to cover some up.



oh. and happy mothers' day to mum!
=)
may u be forever young and energetic.
but u can definitely afford to tone down on e nagging...
=P
i'm quite sure she wont read.
ha.


ok.
off i book in!
=(

hahahaha....


a undeserving team won the race.
i believe...
too under the radar for me...
i'd have loved for some girl power to finally start kicking ass in the amazing race.
since no all female team have won in the US version before.


unlike the Asia version.
e first team who won is already all female.
well.


asian females >>> western females?
haha.
maybe.
LOL...





gonna buy a DVD burner with my next month's pay i believe.
looks like a gd investment...
gonna needa burn loads of stuff.
=)




next monday's survivor finale!
cant wait.
=P

i am back again.

=)

LOL.
and yea. my medicine interview is over...

its kinda strange for them to like.
ask me how to play my instrument...
ask me what i am doing in NS...
etc.
etc.
(aka non-medical related qns)...


and add in a few (really a few) medical related qns...
=S

no idea.
maybe they have enuf people le.
den wanna just chat with me.
hmmm. ha.
hopefully not.



this week was short. and really relaxed.
next week's gonna be tough.
and i feel ill thinking about booking in.
=S

I DUN WANNA GO BACK!!!!!

=(


HAHAHA!
though this week is bloody short le.
but still...

I WANNA STAY OUT!
=(
hahaha...




ok this whining wont get me any "you can sleep at home!"...
but still.

haha...
this weekend have been real great.
with a labour day as a bonus.
LOL.


=)


i am looking forward to e next book out.
aka friday.
and by e next time i blog...
my medicine interview would have been over.



well.
i gtg le!
=(

I AM BACK AGAIN!

haix!!!

haha.
why do i have to book in tmr and book out e day after.
HAIX.
so unfair lo!!!



but nvm la.
one day only.
haha.
if u tell me i go in one extra week den i'll definitely complain. ha.


previous week was quite tough...
but e PT is working...

2.4 improved again. which is kinda amazing.

10:40 =)

LOL.
maybe i can break 10 soon.
=S


abit tough ah.
LOL.
and next week will be short.


medicine interview next friday...
=S
ha.
thats my final straw.


=S



tmr shall be a happy book in.
since i'll book out less den 24 hrs later.
LOL!

ah...

back after so long.
this weekend is just so bloody dotz.
its just gone...


like this.
LOL.
yesterday's band prac was ok.
LOL.
den went to watch 200 pounds beauty which was...



soooo nice.
=)
LOL.
those who haven watch i strongly recommend u watch.



e OST is damn nice too.
thanks to aaron whom found it so quickly.
HAHA....





am gonna book in again.
next time i am out.
i'll be celebrating my first month done. =)





week 4 of 16.
=S

am back.


really glad that week 3 is over.
though we have a test similar to a history test next tues...
LOL.



gonna be real busy this weekend...
hopefully everything goes well.


=)

woo.


e time of the week to really get depressed again.
HAIX!

its sunday!
supposed to be a happy day!
but...

its book in day!
=(
hahaha...


but tomorrow i get to book out for MOE interview.

hmmm.

went to get a new phone cause my fugly old 8250 apparently died on me.
haha.
cost me (i meant my dad) 138...

=S
kinda expensive for a phone.
that has...
nothing.



haha...
yesterday went for alumni...
quite a waste of time...
with only like less den 20 pple.
haha.
but it was fun.



after that aaron and waiyip and i went to vienna for dinner.
wooo.
e price is worth it.
ha.

42 bucks for a ton of food.
delicious!

haha.
den met up with andrew chua and haosiang and kelvin to watch sunshine.



well...
not much comments on sunshine.
like i totally dun have e scientific brain to go analyse and think abt wads exactly happening.
haha...



so i was stoning thruout e whole thing.
LOL...




my phone bill came.
another bomb.


=S
haix.
i am bankrupt le.



at least for this month.


but!!!!

week 3 out of 16!
=S
depressing. but at least its a 3...


hahahaha...


=)

first of all...
congrats to MSSB for achieving a precious GOLD medal in the SYF Judging 2007.
amid the pretty intense competition...
i must say they did well.


hopefully maris band will continue to shine in years to come =)


ha.
i finished week 2 of my training! =)


i shall blog more tonight.
after alumni band.



and oh yea.
happy 19th birthday, jinyan!

went back to mshs for an exchange...
about 11 bands played i think.
and i think they (aka my juniors) have a shot this time round at SYF.

hopefully they get wad they deserve ba...

GWH...
maybe. if they work harder on their intonation.
LOL...

enjoyed e alumni band prac as well and e perfect food @ chomp chomp after that.
of course e company was great too...




also...
i just read mssb's blog.

i think its v true...
when one face something difficult...
u can do either of two options.

1) Give up (which i totally feel like doing now)

2) Perservere (which i totally have to do now)

ha...
i think that sort of summarise everything i am feeling now.
its gonna be another week of hell.
but there's always heaven to look forward too.




=)


seeya guys next weekend.
i'll perservere.
i hope.




bookin out in 5 days!!!

ha.
back from chong pang camp...
well...

this week have been...

=S
torturous.
ha.
hopefully next week will be better.


my course is bloody 4 mths long.
hopefully time will fly like it did in bmt...
hahaha...



my hands are aching... blistered... bleeding...

=S
LOL.

but i got to book out!
ha.


and got nice chong pang food.
haha...



other than that...
got kinda a lot of pple i noe inside my unit...

out of e 18...
4 from VJ...
one is mark. LOL.


so kinda ok la.
den out of 18...
4 are from ORION.
hahaha.
=)




lol.
we are opening up...
as in to talk to each other la..
which is kinda good...
i think...



oh yea.
this video is damn hillarious.
hahaha...




http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hfzn5Vt5wg0

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-ZUPohT4ML8&NR=1

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VHzH5cJnFZ8

can go search for more also. damn funny la.hahaha...

shld go take a look... those model wannabes.
LOL.
shall look forward to e MSSB exchange this sat...
and more aches to come next week.
=(

haix.

i am suffering from the don't wanna book in disease.
LOL.
i'll be on a 2 month (ard 10 week) course in Chong Pang Camp.

yes yes...
e nasi lemak is damn nice there.
but that's besides e point.
ha.



heard it would be torturous.
physically and mentally...

and to make things worse...
they switched me to another weapon system...



from mistral to RBS 70...


for those pple whom are interested in my new weapon system that the RSAF proudly possess..

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/RBS_70
haha...
its quite informative.
so from a french made weapon to a sweden made one.
hmmm...




haha...
have already packed 80% of wad i need to pack...
will be coming out on thurs nite for gd friday.
=)
LOL...




well. my mum insists that she wanna go ikea to buy stuff.
i shall update more later...




***update...

came back from ikea like 1 hr ago.
thanks to my uncle who came to pick us up...

basically we only bought stuff for our toilet revamp...


some cabinets with huge mirrors...
and all e rubbish toilet stuff.
lol.
den we bought new quilt covers!
ha.
damn comfortable can...
=)



she was asking me to estimate how much it will be...
den i keep saying 300 or 400...
in e end it was way way off.


haha...
our rooms are gonna get repainted!!! =)


ha.



major renovation in progress.
heng i not at home...
if not all e dust.
fugly.


all because our grandparents are coming back.

haix.




troublesome hard work sia.
hahaha...
=P





tmr shall be my new start in chong pang.
seeya guys on thurs night.
=)

i hate myself!!!

omg.
apparently...
e amazing race all stars was being filmed in HONG KONG!!!

in DECEMBER last year!!!!
12- 14 dec apparently!
OMG.

i like totally just missed them.
haix.
=(
haha.
though even if i pass my IPPT it might not be so coincidental that i will meet them...
since i left on e 12th for enlistment.
ha.



but at least there would be a chance! =(

haha. but nvm!
i said before i wanted them to go to HK. haha...
maybe this time i will be more excited to see them... =)


haha...
these few days have been really perfect.
like omg.
e food is good...
got kueh chap somemore can.
den today western food.

den canteen breaks...
den lectures in air con room...
visit to air force museum today.
den i reached home at 1645hrs.
which was damn early compared to e others i presume.
(dun hit me)
like totally...




haha...
i will be posted to chong pang camp next monday...
to be trained to fire a missle called e mistral.

made and imported from france yea. =)

den today we were looking @ e structure of my unit...
den we were asking questions abt live firing...
since we cant exactly fire in singapore...



he said...
oh.
we do it in south africa.


-.-"""



hahaha!!! like thats damn fun too.
den he added more countries la.
haha...
but that was my key take-away today.
haha...


two more days in paradise...
after which i will be drowned in manuals and manuals of a system.


oh my.

=S

oh great...

my last night as a just-POPed-private.
haha..

tomorrow i shall report to Air Force School!
HA.

i heard its a rubbish posting.
but compared to those who are gonna become riflemen...
though andrew ong and kel are perfectly happy abt getting that voc... ha.
i think i am pretty lucky le.

yup...
tomorrow will be an early day.
i did say to myself today is sleep in day...
till...
this morning...
some world war erupted in my house.
like wth.
my sis and bro just started to scream at each other.
i sleep wad sleep la. excuse me...

so i woke up and decided to leave e warfront...
so met jinyan @ amk to go walk walk.
apparently he also had a war with his youngest bro...
like wads wrong with younger siblings nowadays...
LOL.
i ate some nice chicken chop in amk den went to look ard lo...
den we came across this four seasons durian pancake shop in e basement.



we see e queue den we also queue lo.
since we nv try b4...
haha...
den there was this aunty in front of us...

i see her hair...
looks like walnuts.
ha.
take a closer look den realise its definitely fake.
like totally fake...
haha...

i got photo evidence.
=P

dun say i v bad ah...
but its kinda e first time me and jinyan successfully point out someone with fake hair.
hahaha....









disclaimer: i was intending to take jinyan's face den accidentally took e woman's hair.

if u see this i apologise k?
=(

dun u all think it looks like nice walnuts? =)



haha...
anyway e pancakes are nice.
=)


tmr i shall officially become a rsaf infantry soldier.
haha...

i shall update tmr. =)
since i dun need stay in...



MUAHAHAHA.
=P



****update...


oooh.
and i had this perfect dinner today.
ha.
at this seafood restaurant...
the bill looked kinda substantial.
and e crabs are freaking huge.
though i dont really love them.
but eat until v happy.
hahahaha...

=)

i am posted to the air force!
ha.


to become a air defence weapon operator...
apparently kinda xiong...
but hopefully everything turns out fine...



=)

i am recently hooked onto some show...

this show is gonna be produced by singapore soon.
and i believe its quite addictive.
well... at least the UK version is very addictive.
haha...


its called.... DEAL OR NO DEAL.
haha...


this guy uploaded some of the last ten minutes of every episode i believe.
haha...
and its quite fun!
in the sense that the production cant do stupid things to jeopardise the player's money.
haha...



the website is as follows.


http://www.youtube.com/profile_videos?user=mark79smith&page=5



go check it out if u all are free...
there's an online version of e game too!

at... www.dealornodeal.com.sg/game.htm

haha...

go try out ur luck!
i'll definitely watch this show. when it airs. hahaha...

i've been gorging myself with loads of good food these few days.

i feel as if i am gaining back the weight i lost.
LOL...
but food here out in the civilian world is really...

heavenly.
haha...


just applied for NTU cause its easier den NUS...

gonna complete all e applications by tommorrow...


before e chalet starts...
hahaha..




and anw
happy 18th bday to my sis.

POP LOH!


hahaha...
it was a rainy day...

real stupid.
but i think e parade was awesome.

when u throw that jockey cap...
its...

ORGASMIC.
haha...




=D

e past three months haven been real great.

made tonnes of real good friends.
also made some enermies...
but...


it was real fun.

=D

to my fellow VJ bed 1 - Brian...
thanks so much for constantly pushing us to clean e bunk...
though i would rather sleep most of e time. =P


to bed 2 Hafiz...
haha! i always make fun of his name when i translate it to chinese...
but it was really nice having this iron man here. haha.


to bed 3 si yuan...
noisy!!! omg. but u brought us so much laughter...
especially after u broke your finger...
ha.
and ur younger brother is damn cute can!


to bed 4 fawaz...
though u got OOTed and got posted out before we POPed...
you encouraged us with your enthusiasm constanly. ha.


to bed 6 melvin...
my buddy!!! ha. although i always forget where i put my stuff...
and have to trouble u sometimes...
haha...
but.. thanks for making this whole 3 months so enjoyable for me at least!


to bed 7 weijie...
e poor toilet IC.
haha...
sorry if i accidentally dirtied e toilet.
haha... and congrats on your son! =P


to bed 8 stanley...
who constantly wears his jockey cap slanted twenty degrees.
ha.
thanks for constantly making us laugh with your crazy antics!


to bed 9 wee keat...
thanks for constantly singing old chinese songs which brings back memories...
lol.


to bed 10 gary...
haha... thanks for e jellies on the last night. they tasted real good!
haha... and e constant funny stuff that u talk about...



to bed 11 prathap...
our platoon 4 best rec!
haha. congratulations. u deserved it...
thanks for sacrificing loads for our platoon and our section!


to bed 12 mani!
haha!
coming from a foreign country aka India to serve Singapore is kinda...
scary for u.
but the section would be a lot boring without u!


to bed 13 jingwei...
da bed sheet ic.
thanks for making sure that our bed sheets are brought down every thurs...
and for scaring me with smses! haha.




in short...
i believe ORION company brings memories.
though we're kinda e top 2 coys for its xiongness...

i still enjoyed my stay!


Ninja's taking in PTP next batch on 15th March...
while Orion is taking in enhanced in april...



gd luck to all still serving!
and may we work towards a strong defence force for our nation.



-.-"



ha!
=D

oh yes.

back for e last time from pulau tekong.
=)

haha...
actually quite sad also lo.
gonna graduate le.

all e friends i made...
all e fun we had...
haha...




e past one week have been quite torturous i must say...


and we finished our gruelling 24km route march.

=)
it was hell.
my company was leading e whole way...
and my platoon led the 12-16km part.
and we were practically flying.
OMG.
haha.



but at e end. when my platoon was the first of school two to reach the parade square...

when we cheered and drank up...
it was...
orgasmic.

hahaha!



den we slept at 1am...
and booked out e next morning...

=)

den i went out to meet jinyan and waiyip for dinner @ orchard...
nice dinner @ crystal jade.
ha.
den went home.
LOL.

ok. i am halfway done. but i got to book in le.



seeya on tues night!

POP LO!

haha. these two days have been so great...

fun + friends... =)


dun really want to go think abt e results.

though i literally couldnt sleep e day b4.
haha.
in e forest...
-.-


LOL.

maybe more due to e conditions in e forest den e results themselves...

but i must say that e day itself was....


traumatising.
LOL. =S
but i am glad it closed everything...

now more stuff are thrown up into e air...
wad to study?
where to study?
when to apply?
will scholarships still work?






ha. i really miss school days.
when we get to slack all e days away in e canteen.
when we get to skip lectures and talk and eat away...
when we curse behind teachers and PW... =P
when we sleep in tutorials and den go out to enjoy ourselves after lessons. =)




i cant wait to book out next week to go check out all e 3 universities...

but also... my BMT is gonna be over in....
9 days. =(

haha...

i will miss everyone inside there can.
=S haix.





but time always come when we have to move on. =)


and i have to move on.

oh no...
fugly...
i dun wanna go back in...


=(
ha...
but e fact is that.
i have to.
LOL.


met up for lunch today with aaron...
went to sizzler...
some place where i kinda swore never to go back again...
LOL.

and this time...
it was... ok la.
at least e food wasnt as bad as last time.
but e bill is still horrible.

didnt eat much... and it was still...
66.70...
=S
ha.
heng we are earning some money now sia.
haha...



den after that went to the pharmacy to buy some charcoal to bring in...
and some other medicine for my stomach and diarrhoea.
horrible.
i hate to be sick.

need to suffer.
still need to pay money.
wth la.




now rumours spreading that results are out next wed.
apparently...
some companies are saying that there is this mysterious book out on tues (27/2)...
=)
i hear book out i happy le.
hahaha!


so...
maybe its e 28th.
some say its 2nd...
AH.
wadeva it is... i wanna come out of camp.
=)




i could still remember what happened e day b4 e o lvl results were released...
ha.
maybe e whole gang can meet up again e day b4 again?


=S

haha...
see ya guys @ e next book out!
whenever it is.
=)

hmmm....
e new year went too well.

ah...
at least not very bad...
this year got a few new questions...
haha...



1. How was A levels ah? Got confidence not?

2. How's e army now ah?

3. Army's food v bad now ah? or u eat too little?


*winks*
what they mean to say is that i slimmed down.
=D


hahaha....


alright. let me divert away...
to yesterday's movie thingy...


LOL.

ok. i was responsible for buying tickets...
so after hanging at e cathay alone in e afternoon confirming attendance...

den went to e counter...


Me: Epic movie at 2155hrs. 4 tickets please.

Cathay Staff: Please choose your seats.


den... i stare at e screen...
red seats on top...
blue seats below...


den i was thinking...
since screen is below...
so red seats = good perfect seats.
good view mah.
so...



Me: C7 to C10 please.

Cathay Staff: Sure... 38 dollars please.


**Tickets printed...**


Cathay Staff: Here you go, 4 couple seats.

Me: **OMG** Thanks.


-.-"""


ha.
i almost died there can.
LOL.
actually i thought nvm la...
e armrest not say not there...
just that it can be moved up and down...


but e real drama came when we entered e cinema.
LOL.
4 guys...
squeezing into e middle of a row of couples.
since i happily decided that middle seats are even more perfect.



-.-"""

LOL.

it was... pure...
dotz.
haha...
i could feel all e couples' eyes staring @ e 4 of us.
LOL...

and what made it worse?
e bloody movie.
EPIC MOVIE SUCKS.
if i need to repeat it.

AH...
haha...
totally wasted my 9.50 can.


=S


yesterday my mum's side relatives came over to my place...
my grandma looks older every year...
=S
i seriously think we should visit her every sunday like last time.
but i doubt we'll ever be able to do it.
maybe fortnightly den.

=S

ohhh and one of my relatives getting married sia...
haha...
october...
looking forward to another nice dinner.
=)
hahaha....


but e whole day i was basically drowsy with medication that i was taking naps or dozing off.
ha...

today was a much better day...

caught JUST FOLLOW LAW in e morning.
and i can tell u... that Jack Neo's films never fail to make my day.

haha...
it was damn funny k...
go watch e movie and e moment u come back to a working computer...
u will want to go to a website to see if it actually exist.


and it does!
omg.
haha...



den went back home...
just in time to welcome my dad's side relatives.

=S

my mum have been crazilly working her ass off these two days.
ha.
she looks damn tired.
LOL.

den had a nice dinner...
and talked lo...
not that bad la...
i enjoyed both day's dinner.
=S


but these few days' diarrhoea isnt going real well on my stomach.
they just keep growling...
i shall go grab some enzymplex (or whatever that is) tmr.
haha....



=S
e feeling that i have to book back in tmr sucks.

seriously sucks.

currently waiting for all my cousins and relatives to come to my place. ha.

abit late le.
but thats normally wad happens.

cause we supposed to go to my granny's place this morning.
but since they are gonna come over to my place...
my mum decided to just stay put.
ha.
how fortunate...



it feels real good to not need to step out of your doorstep.
at least in e morning...

its gonna be a fierce afternoon of questions.
haha.
it almost becomes standard wad they will ask...
shall blog more abt it tonight.




oh...
last night after e dinner went for a movie with haosiang, jinyan and andrew.
omg.
epic movie sucks.
it sucks to e core.

to e extent they use a stuntman and dun have e budget to change his face digitally back to e actor.
that stuntman must be damn happy to be given thousands of seconds on the big screen.


maybe he should demand more pay.
or something.
den after chatted till... 1 plus?
omg.
den went to chijmes to meet up with e vjc council pple...




ha.
i haven reach chijmes they already walked out cause its closing.
LOL.
so we went to...



the WAR MEMORIAL!

-.-"


ha...
den talked for a while...


took e last train at 2.04am...

kinda grateful to SBS transit for it.
haha...




its a really happy new year.
at least its starting well.
though my stomach is still... bloated.
so i cant eat much but thats a good thing too!
hahaha...





at least i think the limelight this year will be on my sister.
who got knocked down by a lorry.
-.-"
haha...
so i shall just keep quiet and stay at one corner.
haha.
ok. off i go to bath.



=)

LOL...
i'm back for my CNY break.


=S

haix.
apprently the last few days were physically and mentally shagged...

walked 16km with full battle order on wed...
maybe this is why guys hate shopping so much...
LOL.



but e atmosphere is damn high can!
LOL.
for e first time...
i feel e whole platoon bond together...

=)



den....
last night...
my bunkmate started vomitting non stop...

den!
at 2am...
i started to vomit...


fugly.



i drink water...
vomit out water...

its like. wth.


i feel dehydrated but i cant drink.
=S


miserable night...
den was admitted into e sickbay this morning...

till 7pm just now...



the others booked out at 6pm.
=(
LOL...



today's just not my day la.

den when i was about to reach home...
i got a call.
apparently my sister got into an accident.
kena knocked down by some lorry can.



wth.
den e whole family went to e hospital...

and i didnt bring my key.
-.-"


i almost fell asleep at my doorstep can.
LOL.
but i'm glad she's ok la.
some superficial injuries.
but i bet she will die of pain tmr.

cause she got some painkilling jab just now.
ha.
she wont have it tmr...




poor thing huh.
need to go visiting with bandages all over.
ha.






my stomach still feels wierd...
apparently it got a flu.
LOL.


alrite. gonna rest after survivor =P

well...
i am back again.

ha.
i am really tired.


next week is CNY week...
hopefully can book out asap...
i cant wait to spend 4 days at home...

=)



and results day is apprently soon...
some news spreading that is 14 or 15 internally...
=S
abit too fast ah.
LOL.

best is on wed or thurs next week.
den skip more working days. =)



hahaha....

a very short 20+ more working days to my Graduation Parade...
really lookin forward to it.
but not the fact that i'll be leaving all e friends i made these 2 months.

haix....




wanted to buy some CNY clothes today.
ending up buying books...
omg can.

i spent 80 plus bucks for e past 2 bookouts buying books from kino.
and my mum claims that i am mad.
she claims i forgot i am still currently a proud member of e National Library Board.
ha.



but...
at least i dun have to worry about due dates...





oh well...
this week is gonna be a bit intensive too.
hopefully i dun kena guard duty on CNY days or something.
ha!



i dun wanna go back in!
and i almost always wished i was in some welfare coys.

haix.

but...
i'll survive it...
not much longer to go anyway...




haix...

4 more weeks!
including CNY and Results Day!

haha...
=)

oh man.

this time... it really feels great to be home...
my whole entire body is aching...
like it never ached before...
and i dun think it will stop aching tmr...



i'm gonna have to suck thumb.
=(


its just v tiring to come home...
and bam.
u r going back e next day.
=X


ha.

went down to maris for their syf auditions yesterday before e MFA tea session...

i must say that their standard dipped.
LOL.



but.... i noe everything will work out fine should they work hard...
e eupho section....
eh.
LOL.
is ok...
not e worst but certainly not e best...

fredy claims that e perc section is da best.
LOL.
and fredy is damn harsh with words can...

after eaxch of them play he basically repeats...
"this sucks... that sucks..."

omg.
if i am e student i cry le.
LOL...



den went for e MFA tea session...
its v interesting!!!!

how FSO (Foreign Service Officers) get to do 6 year cycles...
3 years in singapore and 3 years in an overseas posting...
and it repeats...

so basically u live in another country half your life.
its...
interesting...
=)

ha.
after that went out with fredy and jinyan they all for dinner lo.
den talk cock...
ha.
and scare douglas with injection stories.
hahahaha!


zc says he wanna slim down to 78kg b4 his med check up.
eh.
i betted with him lunch that he cant.
=P

hahaha.
but he is getting healthier!
LOL.
i missed everyone so much....

i miss home.
i miss freedom...
but its not going to come soon.
LOL.

i am going back to my favourite island tmr...

morning...
7.30am ferry.
with my super ultra humongous black duffel bag.
ha.

just packed damn a lot of shirts...
and singlets...
and uniforms...

and socks.
its omg.
how did i end up with so many pairs of socks.
LOL.

heard they learnt abt hand grenades and stuff le.
i cant wait to summon my pikachu.
haha.



these few days.
i've learnt a few things...


1. television is officially boring should one not have cable tv.

2. sleeping days and days away isnt v fun.

3. losing blood through e nose isnt v fun.

4. e internet is becoming boring... ha.

5. staying at home isnt as fun as it was last time.





haha...
waiting for american idol to show...
cause i cant sleep...

hopefully i can fall asleep tmr night on my favourite bed.

ha.



sounds kinda spooky come to think abt it...

i am bed 5.

bed 4 have had a long history of illness...
haven seen fawaz for more den 2 weeks i think...

den bed 3 also down with fever.... but went back le...

bed 6 (aka my buddy) down with an infection... going back with me tmr.


ha.
heard my whole section with tonnes of pple down with status...
i guess we're just passing e virus around. haha...



just hope it stops here...
haha..
i dun wanna miss anymore lectures...
heard they gonna make up lectures this weekend...



=S
haix.
i shall just go back and not think abt being confined.
LOL.





DA BIG COUNTDOWN: 41 more days! =)

ha.

i just realised some labels on my whole collection of medicine.

one reads...
"may cause insomnia."

two others reads...
"may cause drowsiness."

woah.
haha....


so wad happens when i take all these medicine together?
ha!
i have no idea.
but i noe i have slept today away yet again.

its such a bloody waste of time.
ha!



tomorrow...
i dun wan to sleep it away.

but what can i do? ha.

stay home = internet or food or sleep or tv.

and i just realised how limited television can be.
ha.
watching the arena now on channel 5...
i have to say that it is a refreshing show.

i like the fact that the media is starting to put some emphasis on e debate scene.
ha.
but.... i think the traditional debating system that current Secondary Schools take part in is still more viable as an option.

dun really think that judges should give comments after every speaker.
seems to take away the connectivity of the entire debate.
e commercial breaks also seem to break e debate into segments...
which doesnt really get us to go with the flow...
its like... "i want to hear what he/she have to say about that!"
den comes e commercial break.

-.-"

one good thing was the group rebuttal round.
i thought that change was quite interesting.
offered a chance to really test the teamwork and how well e team knew their case and also, of course their teammates.

e motion was whether Singapore encourages a sense of humour.
well, i must say Xinmin made a better case.
but seriously, i think Singapore is still rather humour-less.
might take some time to change that.
but at least, we are moving towards it.
ha.




enough of that.
ha.
just read about this shop in Raffles City Basement...
Donut Factory.
woah. e pictures are bloody tempting.
wad cinnamon sugar donut...
hazelnut chocolate donut or something like that...
woah woah.
ha.


maybe i'll try it at e next book out.
cause i heard pple queue for hours.
=x

haha...
not that sure if its worth it spending hours in a queue for donuts.
ha.


i am still bored.
just plain bored.
home isnt that nice i think.
at least when u r coughing 50% e time u r awake...


oh my nose started to bleed quite a few times today.
my comforter also got blood.
yucks.
lol.



i want new earphones.
i want a FM receiver that i can bring into camp.



gonna see a dentist for a cavity tmr.
=x
i hate dentists.
ha.





a rather random entry.
just wanna wait for e remaining 15 mins to go by before i watch e results show...

its very antagonising to really sit and wait for results...
especially for team-based events like debates.
its really orgasmic should u win.
but it doesnt feel too good when e team lost because of u.
hahaha!



i remembered an incident when i was debating for maris...
i was first speaker of e proposition.

e last sentence i said was...

"Thus, this motion should fall."

omg.
for those of u who din catch it.
i was from e proposition.
ha.
it was really embarrassing.
i bet my face became a tomato seeing all of them laugh their head off.


luckily,
should my memory not degenerate, we won.
else i can just kill myself.
ha.
i rmb-ed alan's face when i sat down.
ha.
i still didnt noe i made that freaking mistake.
hahahaha...



ok enough of crap.
time for pipagao.
LOL.

staying at home isnt v nice...

especially when a stupid pill makes one extremely drowsy...
apparently.
i slept today away.
well done.
and read half a book.

*yawn*

still wondering if i would be allowed to return before my status end.
dun wish to miss too much.
oh yea.
jinyan's sick also sia.
told him to see a doc b4 going back...
dun wan... den now attn b...

loads of pple sick sia.
i heard platoon 2 got like 11 pple on medical leave.
and jinyan say my platoon even more.

haha.
great job.
my buddy also on medical leave.

everyone's sick.

just pray for 130307 to come asap.




countdown to Graduation Parade: 43 days! =) [p.s. i've endured.... 46 days le]


so basically i am halfway thru!
=)

hang on there pple! =)

yea!

i survived it!
=)

it was ok..
maybe due to e fact that i was sick and skipped a few trainings here and there...
but!!!

lets see wad we did.
HA.

first day...
marched 8km to e first camp site - a rubber plantation.
e march was horrible towards e end.
i constantly worry and think about how i am gonna endure e 24km one...

reached (with a BIG smile on my face)
and started to build our basha (aka tents)...

when i saw my site... it was... muddy.
wth.
den basically i slept on mud for two days.

and!!!!!
e point where i slept got one big log all e way across my back.
so basically...
my back is bruised... still.

=S


that was where we spent our two days...
on e morning of e third day.
about 4am.
woke up with a fever... 38.3.

went back to medical centre and came back to e camp site at lunch time...

den we moved!

like move house ah.
haha.
to oil palm plantation...
v nice trees....
v nice environment.

until...

all e mosquitoes and sandflies came out to play at night.
wth.
bit all of us...
esp siyuan abit serious on e legs.
haha.
den it rained.


OMG.

it din rain for e first two days... we thought we were lucky.
ha.
haix.
so basically slept in e rain with e sandflies biting me all over.
haix.
gross.

den e next day we learnt about digging our graves.
omg.
i was on status but chose to try digging anyway...
so we dug....


and dug....


and we dug for e whole day! omg.

and e worst part?!?!
we haven finished it.
omg la.


haha.
den after dinner...
my temperature shot up again...
haix.
38.6...


den just took panadol and slept e day away in e medical tent.

during e night...
was quite rough...
rained heavily at 3am...

all e graves we dug all got flooded.
haix!

to think we have to continue finishing it...
it was a omg.
ha.


den e next morning i kinda recovered...
so i continued with e grave.

emptied it of water....
which took damn long.
=S

den....


it started to rain again!!!!!!

=(

OMG.



den wear raincoat..
and stay there lo.
=(



by e time e rain finished...
it was flooded again!

=(
haix.
so had to take e water out again...

omg.
so by e time all of us finished digging...
it was around 6pm.

of course we din start in e morning la.
started after some lectures and practicals...

so basically...
we used about 24 hrs (conservative estimation) for a task that has to be done within 45 mins.

WELL DONE.
ha.


den we were all wet and muddy.
and we cant change shirts that night.
haix.


that night i almost chilled to death.

for a guy like me to shiver...
it takes real cold temp.

now i noe why people on SURVIVOR shiver without fire.
e moment it heats u up....
its a



haha...
forest temperatures suck.
its damn freaking cold at night.
i wearing long sleeve shirt, long pants and boots still feel cold.


ha.

we din bath at all.
but got some time to wash up on e 4th night.
not too bad...

powder bath everyday...
but e last night was horrible.

imagine...

powder + wet, muddy clothes... den sleep.
its omg.
HA.

but....
i survived!


OHHH!
and we only ate combat rations.
ha.
e biscuits are rock...
but e rations arent that bad...
haha...
yup...
cookhouse food is heavenly now.




we reached back at camp yesterday.
=)
imagine my BIG smile.
hahaha!
we bathed!
omg.
ha.

today is BOOK OUT DAY!!!!
ha.
i basically brought home every possible thing i could for my mum to wash...

there's like 20 pairs of socks if i dun remember wrongly...
and loads of shirts...

e whole laundry point is like.... LOADED.
and drying area is like.... all humid.
ha.



i pity my mum...
she's considering sending them for laundry services.
ha.



tmr's see doctor day.
to get my antibiotics i lost in e jungle...
before all e viruses get immune to all e antibiotics.
=S
ha.



tmr's also meet-up-with-frens day!
ha.
gonna be enjoyable...

sleeping early!
nite!

ah.

had my break at home after a gross throat infection.
ha.
going back to my wonderful tekong tommorow morning.

=/

haha...
gonna miss e 6km route march tommorow as i have Day 1 status.
ha.
packed all my clean and nice-smelling clothes into e field pack.
it looked damn full.
but its quite light.

have to reach e ferry terminal at 7.15am tmr morn...

ha.

wont be coming out till e 27th of jan.

will be outfield (aka rolling in mud in e jungle) next week.

haha.
hopefully i'll come out in one piece.


=)

see ya in.... 12 days.
=(






**edit:

ohhh. i just watched Girls Out Loud.
and i think its a nice show. ha.
the two hosts seem to complement each other very well.
haha.
catch it if u want a laugh!

oh great...
i think spending money is....
eh...
addictive...

LOL.

though i din spend a lot today.

woke up at 8am.
WOW.
haha.
den went to have breakfast....

5 bucks gone...

den went to see e doc in pasir ris...

42 bucks gone....

den went to kino....
bought some books....

den.... 49.88 bucks gone...

den went to beard papa...
bought some puffs for my family...
and...

10 bucks gone...

den... went to watsons to get some blister prevention stick-ons.

10 bucks gone....

den thought of e medicine...
but have to eat lunch...
so another 7 bucks gone...


omg.
den took medicine...
and den walked around a bit to digest some food...


omg.
den...
I HAVEN ADD TRANSPORT COSTS YET.

adult fare can.
omg.
=S


i still went around to look at clothes...
ha.
GAP jeans really looked nice.
but looking at what i bought...

i had better stop.
ha.
now resting at home...
will book in on tues morn instead of tonight.




hopefully i recover fast enough.
ha.

=D

oooooh....

a well deserved break.
this whole month of january is practically spent in camp...
hmmm.

these few days were painful.
from e numerous blisters on both my heals.
ha.

but other den that...
our platoon really strengthened and is growing as one.
thats what my sergeants want from us.

UNITY.

=)



next two weeks not gonna book out.
first of two weeks will be in tekong.
second of which is gonna be spent with trees, grass, mud.


ha.
i had my first taste of rolling in mud.
never ever did that for 18 years of my life.
i feel deprived.
ha.



oooh.
and i put on make up for e first time of my life.
HA.
green mascara with black eyeliner.

its difficult to wash off la.
and jy says i look damn gothic.
cause e area around e eyes are somewhat....
black?


LOL.




basically...
i have adapted.
ha.
to military life.
everyone in there has high demands.
but its all beneficial at the end of e day for us ba....





live range coming up.
=)
excited!