recalcitrance

erm...
i am super duper tired now.
from this afternoon 1 pm. studied with jfoo in MP lib till 7.
den went to join marist frens at some 24 hrs macs.
studied till 6...
oh no.
haha...
i'm just tired now.
needa sleep someime soon.
and wake up in time for survivor live telecast.
just emailed mr ang to confirm my participation in e MINDEF intership.
wish me luck. haha...
den now got one more thing to do...
add a lot of smileys to da niao's name.
those who wan smileys can tag.
i'll add...
-_-"""
gd "night"...
cya guys later!~

well... still up at this moment.
actually fell asleep at 7.45 le.
but dunno why just cannot sleep well.
haix.
prob too worried abt e exams ba.
hope i can do well.
God, pls let me sleep well later... :)

haix.
screwed for e GP paper but almost everyone owned e SPA Skill A.
haha... lol man.
nothing more to say.
happy studying everyone.

.........................................
just dotz..........................

hmmm...
needa blog real fast.
haha.
today went to study with daniel early in e...
afternoon.
haha. reached there at abt 12+.
did chem.
quite proud of myself actually.
haha...
den after tat went to PS to meet tracy and clary.
oh great.
once we reached there...
haven even 30 mins.
we go watch movie le.
-_-"""
one day b4 promos.
we're just pro.
haha.
den finish movie le.
everyone zao.
haha.
in e end.
e hardworking baojie went to kovan macs to continue mugging...
went home at 8.30.
did some GP research...
now studying Chem SPA...
haha.
did SPA for 20 mins le. shld be done in e next five.
haha...
lol man.
shldnt need to spend so much time on SPA ba.
i hope.
haha.
these are e few topics i chose for GP... (spotting la. not good).
1. Capital Punishment.
2. Media Regulation.
3. Feminism.
4. Advertising.
5. Single sex schools versus Co-ed Schools.

hmm...
hope one come out ba.
haha...
i think i've sorta decided to go for e internship.
e final decision comes tmr...
hmm.
haha.
will think abt it again tonight.
haha.
good night.
good luck to all J1 Victorians.
for ur GP and Chem SPA.
haha...
cya peeps tmr!~

i am so pissed.
type out my whole entry le...
den now e blogger.com ask me to sign in.
arhx!
i cant be bothered to type out e whole blog again...
the gist of it is below:

• met tracy, clary, alvin and jfoo in MP macs. not too bad. studied for Physics SPA and filled up my internship form. many thanks to jfoo for submitting e internship form for me. haha... shld treat u to a drink sometime soon. prob after e promos ba.
• had physics SPA today... Skill C and D. not that well done i'd say... but heck. i wont get to see e results. so i dun really care about my mistakes.
• studied after SPA... quite ok. at least i covered some chapters of Chem. had this fun trivia game conduted by waiyip... haha. den jfoo and peiying suddenly came. omg. that girl was so violent. modern day terrorist in Singapore sia.
• photocopied tracy's WEP notes. wad da hell la. one side 20 cents... its like almost 700% of what i pay in school. wtf. but nvm la. pay pay lorx. haix.
• den after studying had dinner. quite nice la e duck rice. :)
• den went shopping for stuff with daniel and went home. talked from Giant all e way to our stop. den we alighted.
• i decided to walk with daniel to his bus stop. but decided e milk i bought was too heavy. so e clever baojie opened the letterbox and stuffed e two cartons of milk in. haha. so innovative sia.
• den walked to his bus stop... talked alot. and even waited for his bus lor. and we talked and joked. haha. damn fun.
• den went home... open e letterbox to get e milk cartons. and kana seen by neighbours sia. wth. damn embarassing. haha... den just said that i couldnt bothered to carry it. haha... den went home...
• opened my mail box. and found out that i've been selected for e intership. haha. damn lucky. or probably only five idiots signed up for it. haha... now another dilema. wld it crash with orientation 1 plannin? haix.

"The internship lasts from 23rd Nov to 2nd Dec 2005, you must be able to confirm that you will forego any other commitments during this period in order to proceed in the selection process."

how? i'm so troubled again...
give ur comments pls.
i needa reply asap.

why is my life always full of dilemas?
and i cants seem to do anything about it.
haix.

pple wake up in the morning...
but i woke up at 12.30 today.
haha... prob really becoming a pig ba.
lol.
den studied and slacked too...
watch some Pacific Basin Competition 2005...
some place e VJ band is going next yr.
haha...
quite erxin...
got one still ok.
i dunno which category VJ band wld fall into.
prob middle range ba. oops.
haha.
but heck.
haha...
den lunch came.
wow...
chilli crab, beans, campbell soup, chinese sausage, minced meat with bean paste.
wow.
all super nice.
haha...
tracy was asking "why she never cook all these nice stuff for me."
the sole reason is i'm v likable.
full stop.
haha...
lol.
eat that crab eat until e fluids in my nose came out.
damn hot sia.
haha...
but damn shiork.
after tat...
started doing my physics past yr papers.
and i found out that my physics sucked.
wth.
i got to buck up.
reach home le den found out my whole family out w/o me.
ok.
i dun mind tat.
den called my mum to buy back dinner...
but they said it was not convenient so..
haix.
went to e hwaker centre instead.
well...
in a fine twist... i met my dad on e way.
he also have eat!
haha...
ok good.
den both of us decided to go to have western food.
haha...
walking towards e coffee shop...
my mum called.
"hey, we forgot our keys"
wth la.
i could even hear my sis in e backgrd.
which idiot leaves house w/o their keys?
haha...
altho i often do tat.
i pretty much made sure there was someone at home.
lol.
den my dad and i have to hastily tell e aunty to pack e food up.
heng they haven serve sia.
haha...
lol.
den walked back.
started raining!!!
wad luck la.
haha...
den say three people whom obviously have been shopping for a long time.
big bags here and there...
they bought clothes...
my bro and sis bought shirts...
well.
obviously i have to go do my own shopping.
slaps.
haha...
tmr's physics SPA skill CD...
well.
gd luck to all!~

sometimes i wish to forget it.
but it's difficult.

jasper.
gone forever.
put to rest today.
sorry i cant be there...
i noe u're resting well...
i noe u noe that all ur frens and family misses u...
have fun with God.
i noe u'll enjoy e life w/o e pain and agony.
esp. chemo...
we'll meet again one day.
provided i do enough good deeds...
like u.
thanks for bringing so much laughter and joy to my life.
although i hoped that there shld be more of tat.
u'll always live in my heart.
thanks for wadever u did for me.
i'll never forget u...

haha...
mood change.
today quite ok.
now at waiyip's place.
cause decided to stay over to study and den go sch tmr again.
climbing gates is dangerous but who cares.
haha...
today was v funny lorx.
almost caught someone watching porn.
visit waiyip's blog later to find out more...
lol.
hopefully can finish physics today ba.
i better finish.
i shld stop thinking about how unpredictable life is.
i shld.
i hope i can...

another quote from his blog...

"they took the chemo drug i waz lyk wth itz RED? yuck..lyk blood la so sick...den yea one hour...druing tt one hour i waz really in agony...im lyk halfway between a state of concioussness and unconscioussness....in great discomfort...really hard to describe..im juz in terrible agony during tt one hour....after it waz over i juz vomited away.....vomited a lot....it waz really bad....i tink itz gona b the beggining of another torturous regime of chemotheraphy...really feel terrible...really hope i meet sum1 who understands all this pain n agony tt im going thru...hope i will meet sum1 who had experienced sth lyk it...so can really tok abt it..."

chemo is terrible... shall nv go thru it in my life.
RIP Jasper :)

well.
today's school wasnt much to feature on my blog.
after physics prac was PW.
went into the PW classroom and saw mr ng with two chocolate cakes.
he bought them to celebrate e last day of school.
well.
v nice cakes.
den handed in my EoM...
and den went off to go to visit jasper.
haix.
cabbed with francis, alan and derek to sin ming drive.
didnt even noe how to approach the place.
v complicated feeling.
stood in front of the altar.
looked at the photo.
that was some council photo he took in like sec 2.
i saw that photo b4.
den his sister was entertaining us...
with jasper's mum and dad in the background.
they dun look sad.
i look into their eyes...
i saw sadness.
undescribable sadness...
den after i said a few words in front of the altar silently to jasper.
went inside to look at him.
sadness crept me as i moved closer and closer to him.
i bet if my frens werent there, i'd have burst out in tears.
saw his face. still look as cute as ever.
saw his sweatshirt. tot i saw him wear it b4.
prob his favourite top ba.
saw the gifts and letters on his coffin.
"Jasper, i love u." Mei Mei...
v saddening to read that. saw some liverpool caps.
prob a liverpool fan ba.
den walked out...
feeling v v v sad.
dont rmb any times this last 4 years i've felt worse.
prob have once. but not that much.
sat down...
had a drink...
and they talked i stoned.
they finished e drink and went on to eat peanuts.
i dun even have e stomach to finish the drink.
no mood at all.
haix.
tot abt stuff...
den we left late...
surprisingly. my mood became better...
and den went to bishan with francis.
surprisingly met maurice...
had dinner at cartel...
den suddenly met darrell ong, desmond and chiong wei.
haha...
marist gathering. lol.
den san jun came.
haha...
had a talk...
lasted real long sia.
san jun ia apparently working for AVA... answering calls for dengue...
-_-""
and he told francis e rate was 9.50SGD/hr.
francis's eyes were popping out...
haha...
den say he bluff him.
was actually 6...
lol.
some apology needed...
was supposed to meet haosiang, waiyip and andrew at PP after e wake.
but apparently... was a bit too far.
den take cab there not economical.
hope u guys forgive me...
esp haosiang...
sorry...
just went to jasper's blog again...
let see wad i can quote.
sad.

"Unlikely to happen
To be cured of this disease
To be with her
A Gibson SG
FX pedals
A Drumset"

hmmm...
hope u get all those in heaven.

hmmm...
just received news that jasper's funeral is on sat.
so i have to go to his wake tmr.
and i got to go at 3.
hopefully, mr ng allows ba.
i think i'll cry tmr.
i dunno wad to expect.
not going for any funerals for like 4 + years?
haix.
saddening.
but its reality.
i've kinda got over it.
but...
e feeling is not right.
haix.
nvm abt that.
just completed my EoM.
quite satisfied.
surprise!!!
visaruth is online.
haha...
lol. complaining that Uni life is tough.
its like duh la.
haha...
prob he shld tell me more.
let me prepare for my future.
lol.
studied 4 physics chapters today.
not too bad sia.
but played a lot of hearts.
with waiyip trying ways and means to shoot me. haha...
lol.
unsucccessful.
hmm...
i shld stop blogging.
mosquitoes are feeding on me sia.
itchy.
reminder: OGL forms due tmr!!!

i still feel the same way...
even though i was tired.
tossed and turned on bed for 30 mins yest thinking abt what we done together.
i remembered something else...
he was my co-anchor for PSL in 2004.
that brought back more vivid memories.
i'm depressed...
everyone's telling me to get over it.
but i cant.
prob not for e SR.
he's considered in e closest junior category in my MSHS life.
haix.
heard tat his funeral is this sunday.
i'll be going.
i'll be going.
with alan. and prob yaoquan.
and yaoquan haven even got e news.
haix.
shant talk abt it too much.
now lets talk abt happy stuff...
just came back from MP.
been studying with jfoo db and waiyip.
quite productive.
did three chapts. Waves, Circular Motion and Kinetic Theory.
i'm satisfied ba.
but due to the event... i'm still not tat stable emotionally.
i guess.
i might look happy and laugh and smile.
but deep inside.
i sitting on bus also think of him.
listen to mp3 also think of him.
haix.
this is a small part of one song i heard on my way back....

Goodbye - Spice Girls
There will come a day
When you will be able, able to say
Never mind the pain, all the aggravatio
You know there's a better way
For you and me to be
Look for the rainbow in every storm
Fly like an angel heaven sent to me
Goodbye my friend(I know you're gone, you said you're gonebut I can still feel you here)
It's not the end(You gotta keep it strong before the pain turns into fear)
So glad we made it, time will never change it
.
.
.
No no no no(You know it's time to say goodbye)
No no no no(And don't forget you can rely)
No no no no(You know it's time to say goodbye and don't forget on me you can rely)
No no no no(I will help, help you on your way)
No no no no(I will be with you every day)
No no no no...

i dunno how i'm feeling.
haix.

is life really tat unpredictable?
i need to do something to mine to hopefully not regret it.
today was supposed to be a happy day.
studied with waiyip jfoo and db @ MP macs.
den reach home.
online.
only francis had to tell me this.

francis: "u noe jasper?"
baojie: "yah."

at that time, i already got some warning...
but i didnt expect that to really happen...

francis: "he passed away yesterday."

tears flowed out immediately la.
first time i cry in front of comp.
why am i so sad?

• i was his peer support leader, had wonderful months together...
• he was the most guai junior i've ever had.
• i brought him into the council at MSHS.
• i talked, chatted, did duties with him for a significant number of times.

how ironic. i'm doing a project on attitudes towards death.
i'm going into depression.
last saw him on teachers' day celebration.
he still told me he'll return to sch next yr.
we talked for a while.
shld have talked longer.
i regret it.
i see him online but nv talk to him much.
i got his hp number but didnt sms him much.
he sees me as a good senior.
but. i'm not one.
well... life's like that. pple might say. but...
i cant believe it.
just cant.
this is another major blow in my life.
i noe he noes that i misses him.
i noe that he's in paradise.
i'm going to visit him in paradise...
someday...
thanks for the joy u've given me, rest in peace Jasper.

well...
today not much man.
i just need to reemphasize how screwed my promos are...
wad have i done (read thru +understand):

• Wage Theory
• Perfect Competition
• Superposition
• Oscillations
• Gravitation
• Intro to Organic Chem
• Alkanes
• Alkenes
• a bit of math here and there...

oh no...

this is how screwed i am.

and i'm speaking the truth.

i'm not fake.

believe me, i'm gonna pull up my socks soon. -_-"""

p.s. OGL applications open tmr. sorry guys... do apply!!!

well... kinda deaded today.
but not too bad...
did some physics...
well...
for VJC year 1s...
e applications for OGLs 2006 is open from tmr!
haha...
$1 each...
e application closes this coming friday...
interviews wld be conducted after promos...
hehe.
and orientation 2006 will be from 2nd to 9th of Jan next yr...
tentative ba...
haha...
do sign up pple...
hope to see loads of pple there for e interview...
haha...
lol man.
well...
study hard. pple!~

well.
i dunno wad to say le.
haha...
today went to amk lib in e morn to accompany jinyan.
den after tat went to vj for some parent teacher thingy for council.
haha...
v funny.
someones parents mentioned that we shldnt move chairs.
I AGREE.
good job.
haha...
at least they're looking into it now.
woohoo.
haha...
den after that short 45 mins meeting i wanted to go back to amk lib to study.
oh ok lorx.
waiyip also wan to go.
waited for him at vjc bus stop...
take 13.
HOLY SHIT.
sit until my ass cramp sia.
lol.
first time lorx.
den reached amk lib 1 hr 20mins later. -_-"
studied...
studied...
studied...
not too bad. i finished superposition and oscillations today.
not bad.
at least i did quite a lot.
haha...
hmmm.
not tired...
siao le.
still sneezing.
-_-"

wads happening to me?
i dunno.
whole of yest night was sneezing away...
i think i finished one box of tissue.
and i still shuang shuang dun wan off aircon.
oh well...
morn wake up... total lethargic.
oh shit, i tot was dengue fever...
but shldnt be.
i again... handed down wadever i needed to hand down...
and continued to rest.
den today = another unproductive day.
surivor premiered... prob thats e only good thing today.
but e DIRECT OFF SATELLITE telecast wasnt really direct off satellite.
it was cancelled due to a delay.
and channel 5 just simply didnt even give out notice that it was cancelled.
sneezing all e way today sia.
nose so numb le...
sianx.
and my labby have to turn on me.
i guess kana virus le...
and e super duper dumbass went to reformat it.
but hey...
it worked.
damn nice now.
new laptop. haha...
ok ba.
late le.
needa go rest.
tmr's gonna be a new start.
mug hard everyone.
take care :)

haha...
wad a day man. haha...
went to celebrate fj's bdae... surprise!!!
but ended up playing cards.
like so wth la.
haha...
den after tat went with waiyip to my place...
on e bus, me and daniao sat together...
he sat with some obasan...
den he slept.
head aimed towards e obasan's boobs.
lol la.
den she shun away from him.
not only once.
den second time, i poked him frm behind...
another time, daniao saved his gan die by saving him from falling into e aisle cause he try to slant another direction.
haha...
damn stupid.
even tot of taking a video.
but pple will think i shen jing bing.
haha...
den waiyip waited downstairs for me for 30 mins.
oh no.
feel so bad making da shao ye wait.
haha...
study also never study much...
talk den talk a lot sia.
a lot of no link stuff.
haha...
lol.
prob talk too much le lorx. lol
but i dun mind talking more sia.
haha...
feel better.
but...
den tmr is friday.
PE day.
heard its volleyball sia.
haha.
cool.
i'm looking forward to it.
hmmm...
nothing much le.
cya peeps tmr ba!~

hmmm...
feeling much better.
i'm sure everyone is much better le.
thats gd =).
haha...
i just ate like 1/3 of a mooncake.
damn full.
haha...
i shld just stop eating.
get well soon peeps!~

well...
was absent frm sch today.
morn wake up...
head spinning from north to south and den from east to west...
haha...
den did all e emergency sms-es out to pple...
like council duties to be passed down etc.
and everything.
its lke i was abt to die or smthing liddat.
haha...
after that passing on, it was like 7.30 le.
continued to sleep tll abt 10+.
woke up.
head still spinning...
spin.
spin.
spin.
haix.
tot could do some work at home.
in e end indeed...
i finished filing everything.
haha.
feel v accomplished.
well...
den afternoon went down for lunch lorx.
bought a lot of things sia.
haha...
den ate le.
my dad came home...
talked abt his sleep theory again...
"e missing of one nights good sleep cannot be replaced even by sleeping well for three days."
haha...
lol la.
den after he nagged.
i went to sleep again.
sleep till now woke up.
watched charmed as i ate dinner.
well.
leo had to choose his destiny.
thinking abt tat.
what's my destiny?
hmmm...
haha. thinkin too much again.
well... seems like not only i am sick.
to all e sick pple out there...
-_-"
haha...
rest well and get well soon be.
tc bj.

well.
finally finished my EoM.
haha...
"u're blogging with a handsome guy with very gd figure"
hmmm
daniel said tat.
haha...
finally finished...
607 words
2 days.
haha...
thanks for those pple who sent me their EoMs as references...
thanks to my group members, who chose this book over thousands at e library.
thanks to my parents whom allowed me to do this in macs where i got ling gan.
"thanks" to all e peer pressure pple have given me...
esp. foo, tracy, and all who finished their EoMs ahead of me.
haha...
and thanks to e nice daniel and tracy who helped me edit some parts of my EoM.
haha...
as daniel says
this is an accpetance speech.
lol. -_-"

hmm...
actually meeting haosiang de.
but he said he cannot make it.
so well.
haha...
i'm in macs now.
trying my best to churn out my disastrous EoM.
well.
not turning out well.
but heck.
i'll just do wad i can.
i didnt even bring my resource package.
do wad EoM.
i'm just referring to so many diff EoMs.
which i think have no use in e end sia.
haha.
classmates now studying in sch.
gd luck to them.
shld prob join u guys next time. haha...
now really slacking at macs not noeing wad to do.
haix.

wad a pathetic life i'm leading.

sigh...
:'(

hmm...
since today morn 7am i had my first wink of sleep...
well.
tat wonderful moments didnt last for too long.
woke up at 12...
and got nagged at...
and left house at 1+.
met my pw grp members to do EoM...
well.
we ended up playing comp games on my laptop for e whole day.
-_-"
den after tat...
i rushed down to study with haosiang!!
haha...
quite ok.
finished Alkanes and Alkenes...
hmm.
tmr sch restarting.
SIANX.
well...
gtg rest le...
cya guys tmr!~

most productive day in my whole life man.
hmmm.
lets start frm band prac.
from sometime ago...
heard e wonderful TKWO play e nice nice Aerodynamics.
hmmm.
a young and cute ben thinks "oh no... i'll never get to play it."
well...
now.
e older but cuter ben played it yest.
e atmosphere was damn funny.
due to the fact that many parts are too diff for some pple.
me too.
lol.
i was telling waiyip how "simple" my part is.
but when e conductor started... i just got stunned sometimes.
haha.
after band prac.
we wanted to study.
tot of 24 hrs McDonalds at hougang green...
but due to our road-dumbness...
we took e wrong bus and ended up at kovan.
at kovan just open a new chicken rice stall leh.
queue like SUPER long.
and andrew went to queue.
by e time me, andrew, hs and jy got to e stall...
waiyip and kel even finished their deserts le. -_-".
well...
but e chicken rice is superbly NICE la.
and oily at e same time but heck.
haha.
after tat went to BK...
studied till they closed.
den andrew went home. haha...
but e rest of us still quite perked by e coffee.
so... we went to hougang green!!!
haha...
studied,
studied,
and studied.
till 6am!!!! OMG.
haha...
i was v proud of myself man.
if everyday was liddat how nice wld tat be.
haha...
den my mum was quite angry at me.
ate state of my house.
haha.
she actually said they'll come back to singapore on sunday afternoon.
but after which decided to come back 1 day earlier.
wth la.
was intending to pack e house up today.
sorry to my PW grp members...
somehow grounded by my mum...
and tired too.
haha...
gonna meet u all at a later time. haha...
hmmm.
hols over le.
cya guys in sch tmr!~

well.
haha...
exact qn to ask myself.
copy waiyip...
this is wad i did...

• moved chairs and tables with CT council.
• ate lunch + dinner at 5.30... (so similar to waiyip).
• played mahjong with dory, jas and eq. (like OMG).

like totally slap eq la.
got full colour but just because he was closer to jas (who threw it).
arhx!!!
well... this is wad i'm going to do tmr.
haix.
e START of my revision

• meet jas in kovan macs in e morn to study...
• pack my files.
• go for alumni practice (i hope).
• study. and as waiyip said. really study.

haha... v sad tat e hols are ending.

practically in JC, there are no holidays.

june hols = mugging for MYE.

sept hols = mugging for promos.

sianx.

haix.

parents back on sunday.

enjoy two more days sia... lol.

cya guys man!~

this few days have been a mad rush...
to get sleep.
to get food.
and to bitch.
not to study. haha...
i'm quite disappointed in my study plans this time round.
hmm...
but heck la.
19 days left.
wad can i do?
a lot...
hmm.
today shall be e start of a really productive day.
i hope.
new theory:
studying with pple makes it more productive when u really study.
haha... =)

haha... v happy today.
hmm. cause fujitsu called and said my laptop was ready for collection.
haha... rushed down to get it.
hmm...
as i'm always v happy w my purchase.
i'm v happy with my labby.
haha...
today actually was quite sad cause couldnt catch red eye w tracy they all...
but... e labby changed my mood.
haha...
but...
why dont anyone understand me?
such a random statement...
haha.
but.
but.
but.
came across a v nice but old song...
here's it.


When You Tell Me That You Love Me --- Diana Ross

I wanna call the stars
Down from the sky
I wanna live a day
That never dies
I wanna change the world
Only for you
All the impossible
I wanna do

I wanna hold you close
Under the rain
I wanna kiss your smile
And feel the pain
I know what's beautiful
Looking at you
In a world of lies
You are the truth

And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
I'll make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
I'm shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

I wanna make you see
Just what I was
Show you the loneliness
And what it does
You walked into my life
To stop my tears
Everything's easy now
I have you here

And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
I'll make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
I'm shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

In a world without you
I would always hunger
All I need is your love to make me stronger

And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
I'll make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
I'm shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

You love me
When you tell me that you love me

well...
nothing more to say...

stayed @ waiyips house for e past two days.
to "study".
WADEVER la.
haha... study wad shit.
study how to slack ba.
i did nothing but burn e stairway to heaven vcds.
haha...
den just now wanted to order canadian pizza...
found out they closed.
so called pizza hut.
ordered some party meal.
haha...
den we found out surprisingly tat waiyip only had 2 bucks left after paying?!?
oh no...
we're like totally broke.
i'm like left with 1 plus dollar...
-_-"
shit.
how am i going to survive tmr?
haha...
but i think shld have ATMs surrounding me tmr.
haha.
thats good...
hmmm..
shall wait hungrily for e pizzas to arrive. haha...
cya guys soon.
mug hard!~

ok.
i think i'm not tat pissed now.
i hope.
i better be.
since i have to ren for like 1 more yr.
better not be pissed.
but i'm still irritated.
prob i hate e way some pple work.
altho i cant get them to follow my style.
i'm still pissed.
or shld i say irritated.
well. lets get to e happy part of e blog.

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well... spent 13 hours on Stairways to Heaven @ waiyip's place.
well. cant say anythnig.
nice show.
perfect show.
flawless.
well...
cried not like jinyan (some hot guy cause he cried buckets)...
i cried a bit only.
partially due to e fact tat i'm very amused at how they cried.
haha.
waiyip cry till headache. haha.
damn funny.
den...
was v tired.
yest 11pm den reach home.
found out tat internet couldnt be used and slept.

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well... today was a happy day.
lol.
morning had breakfast.
den went down to fujing's house to do PW.
wasnt really tat efficient.
but GOOD LUCK TO FUJING FOR HER OPP TMR!!!
haha... even played scrabble with grp members and jieshi.
how wierd.
haha...
after which met my dad, mum and bro.
took a cab to suntec.
saw like thousand of pple...
omg.
my mum was like. "oh, i shldn't have came."
haha...
den squeezed inside e convention hall together with my aunt's family...
walked directly to fujitsu...
asked abt e laptop.
den decided on it.
my mum and aunt began bargaining (1st degree Price Discrimination -_-")
if i'm not wrong abt my econs tat is.
haha...
den he say can lower price from 3188 to 3085...
well. my aunt asked for some gifts.
haha...
den he pointed at all of us and started counting...
"hmmm... since there are seven of u... i shall give u all...
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
seven bottles of mineral water!!!"
-_-"
i was like "oh great. so now water becomes a free gift too."
when its already free in singapore. -_-"
i can just go to e toilet and drink.
why spend 3k to drink some water?
my aunt and mum were v amused by this salesperson man.
haha...
den found out that there was no more stock.
-_-"
ok fine.
i paid a deposit...
and will get it in 2 weeks.
i'll patiently wait sia.
haha...
painfully too.
v happy.
am over e moon.
i shall forget all hatred.
thanks to waiyip for helping me with something i cant do.
thanks to all my frens for helping me calm down as much as possible.
thank u.

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tmr's badminton day!!!!
so excited.
haha...
will blog abt e day tmr!

when can someone work w/o resources?
dont pple noe how to label resources or give instructions.
even when its not spoonfeeding.
teachers also say they dont spoonfeed.
but do they just throw u notes and expect u to fill everything in by urself?
NO.
totally ruined my day.

DONT ANTAGONISE ME.

hmmm.
something wrong.
wad shld i do?
clarify?
no need ba.
haha... rubbishing again.
well...
this few days nothing much...
main highlight: Stairway to Heaven.
well... we tempted aaron to buy e vcds...
and ended up watching 7 hours straight.
i didnt even stand up. haha...
cried a bit...
just a bit.
cause most of e time me and jy was bitching abt e bitchs inside e show.
so ironic.
haha...
den watch till abt 9.30...
tmr watching again...
thru out e night.
at waiyip's house.
yeah!
we're going to cry like mad...
billy's gonna serve us not food, but tissue.
i heck my sleep.
jiyan hecks his panda eyes.
jingshu and chengjun are more impt. =P
best show on earth till now...
WATCH IT.
haha...
i abit siao le. lol.