recalcitrance

sleep, to me, is super duper important.
i can easily sleep for 10 to 12 hours.
but work comes along and i can only sleep for 5 to 6.
abt 50% of satisfying sleep duration for me, at least.

well i can always sleep early. like at 8pm.
to achieve that irritating 10 hrs of sleep.
but how would my schedule be den?

6am - 6pm = work
6pm - 8pm = dinner + slack
8pm - 6pm = 10 hr sleep.

i mean. its quite pathetic when u only spend quality time with yourself on your "oh-so-comfy" bed for 2 freaking hrs per day.
that's like less den 10% of a day's 24 hrs.


argh.
i so swear that when i ORD,
i'd do a few things.

1. earn money (if not uni can really eat shit already)
2. sleep a lot (and i really mean a lot, its like repaying a sleep debt)
3. go overseas (sort of contridicting my first point, but a little relaxation is required)
4. sleep.
5. sleep.
6. go out with friends.
7. sleep.
8. sleep.

and it goes on and on.
freaking hell. 80 more working days if i never count wrongly!

i just need to get past them. =)




argh.
and i shld just sleep now. 5 hrs and 40 mins to the time i need to wake up.

i hate what i'm doing now.