recalcitrance

its a very stupid day.
today morn (abt 2am)...
my body suddenly crumbled.
i could feel it coming.
i know my body and it has not crumbled for like 3 years..
it has now.
my gosh... i hate being sick.
den i swept all e math materials on e floor and slept like a log.
this morn (abt 6++)... was woken up by my brother...
couldnt wake up at all.
felt like dying on my bed.
seriously wanted to just sleep and heck abt e math paper...
but couldnt do tat...
so i dragged myself out of bed...
thinking abt my morn duty. called david up and he very nicely took over me.
THANKS DAVID.
haha... den cannot take it. took a cab to sch.
haix.
den see e pple there studying i dont fell like it.
den went into exam hall la.
haha... T27...
den took e 3-hr long paper.
wow. felt so bad at e two hour mark i almost wanted to give in.
and after e first hour.
i cock eye and tot there was one hour left.
so chiong like mad...
haha.
den found out got 2 hours left. felt stupid.
den do until last min.
damn idiotic.
haha...
after which went out for lunch with e class.
went to streats to eat main course...
and my bowl was e smallest.
no appetite at all.
sianx.
den went for ice cream @ swensons.
woots.
haha.
siao lor.
den went home.
slept till now.
and den woken up by dad.
nagging abt my fever.
ask me to take care. in case burn untill i become you fu (haha. tat retarded guy on TV).
haha...
den took a cold shower.
wah... almost die inside.
haha...
den came out for dinner.
cant even finish half.
my mum started nagging abt how i never eat panadol again.
nag.
nag.
nag.
den gave me a cup of barley water. say she cooked for me.
haha...
so touched.
lol.
tmr's physics is most prob dead.
got to start studying after i try to finish my dinner. haix.
haha...
my dad want to take me to doc lorx.
but how to?
i think will be ok de la.
sianx.
haha.
feeling abit better now.
but sure tmr will collapse.
would i be able to go out with e class tmr wld have to depend on my condition.
sianx.
i wan to go out.
just now my mum already say cannot.
have to convince her.
LAST PAPER TMR!! (tracy pls dong slap me).
haha... v excited.
so... hope tmr at 5pm, i'll still be standing. haha...
cya guys!~
gd luck!

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i regret it.

haix.
firstly, let me make a formal apology to sotong!!
haha...
lol. yesterday tat comment was jk de.
dont take it to mind pls.
lol.
den next... haix.
signz.
just came back frm chem mid yrs.
screwed...
we didnt even noe tat paper 1 and 2 was separated.
but oh well...
paper one = 20 mcq. 30 mins.
it seems possible.
but it is not.
do finish 3/4 look at e clock 1425 (started at 1400).
i knew i was screwed.
haha...
den just rushed thru.
ok. paper one finished.
den gave out paper two...
2hrs 15mins.
3 structured qn
5 essay qns
look soooo unbelievably much.
it is.
do first few qn... quite ok.
was thinking "oops, prob can redeem myself from mcqs"
den as i continued... it became disgusting.
start of essay qn i already wanna puke le.
haix.
den struggle and struggle till 1659 (end at 1700)...
i totally stopped production and sat there...
haix.
goner man.
gone.
haix.
tmr's maths. i am scared.
first ever time i'm scared of maths i think.
haix.
scared.
scared.
scared.
wad can save me?
answer: nth.

woots.
current time = 1850hrs...
just completed e GP paper not long ago.
let's start from today morn...
hmmm...
i slept today morn at 3.43am...
studied till there... while waiyip didnt sleep at all..
sianx lor. slept till 6 but felt as if it was only 10 mins.
den went to sch...
went into e hall...
sat down in front of tracy...
got e paper.
started.
mcq was super diff...
but i think i will get higher den tracy.
haha...
den e essay qn was quite ok compared to Mid Yrs 2004...
i started with mcq.
den damn fed up cause dunnoe how to do.
den jumped to essay question 3 on monopoly and perfect comp.
haha... den wrote till my hand broke.
haha...
den went back to mcq finished it.
den continued... at first on qn 2...
den decided to change to qn 1... by tat time i finished 1 page le.
totally waste of time.
haha...
den finished on e dot lor...
shld have more time... den can write more... haha.
i told tracy they all i write 6 pieces of paper they seemed shocked.
y?
i tot shld write more den tat?
haha...
den went with class to macs to eat...
den talk and crap...
and stuff...
den went back to sch lor.
den go into T27 for GP paper.
haha...
GP one was quite ok lorx. i wrote on e qn of...
"Account for the increase popularity of reality TV shows."
woots. my favourite. haha...
den write and write like dunnoe y i can crap so much.
haha... but got a bit out of point leh.
haha.
but nvm. i had my fun. haha...
den paper 2 came...
i stared @ e passage for 10 mins.
dont understand.
haha... so in end just crapped my way thru.
i think i pretty much screwed everything today.
haha...
so... hopefully tmr wld be a better day!!... haha...
~~
found this out.
i cant believe it.
but nvm =)...
god bless everyone!~

haha...
today damn happy...
no apprent reason.
prob i dePMS.
haha... lol man. jkjk.
highlight of e day... passing of money to fredy.
on friday... they suddenly called and say want our balence of 2400
for e hollands trip.
haha...
den i went frenzy and my parents started cursing...
so last minute la...
treat them as ATM la.
wadever.
den waiyip gave me 2000... and borrowed 400 from me cause ATM limit one day is 2000...
den go home... mum interogate...
den rushed down to withdraw my 2000... cause limit also 2000
wth.
haha...
den came back home like super fast.
scared kana robbed, killed and chopped up. haha...
all in 50 dollar notes smmore. siao lor
they shld give 1000 note.
den this afternoon b4 i went to pass them e money...
went to withdraw 800 more.
so i had like 96 pieces of 50 dollars bills in my bag...
hugging it like my teddy bear when i was 2... i made my way to serangoon to jiao yi.
wth la.
haha...
i took out e envelope and threw it on e table...
haha...
they like shocked.
lol
den they had to count it mah.
so... counted under haryl's bag...
damn funny la. like we trafficking drugs...
den saw tat slut mingjie... was also there lor.
came and say hi...
v nice. haha...
den i forced myself to have dinner.
cause not hungry...
this is e first time i cant finish my fries.
hope it remains tat way. haha...
i didnt upsize my fries... but e cashier stupid stupid upsize for me...
den i told him. he took e packet and throw away...
give me smaller pack.
siao la.
waste food lor.
altho i also cant finish but e scene was terrible.
haha...
he obviously dunnoe how many pple haven had fries b4...
but prob is their SOP... haha...
so i dont care.
den went straight home... and attempted e demand MCQs in e TYS...
25 questions...
got 11 correct...
WTH!!!
oh gosh... tmr seriously need to mug HARD.
den found out tat waiyip is my room mate for e netherlands trip...
haha...
hope we congregate in one room and have fun man...
in netherlands... there is late night shopping in certain places...
u might think e late night = 1-2am
but it equals 9pm
wad life does e Dutch have?... haix.
so... flying off on e 21st July...
still long way to go...
5 more days to end of mid yrs.
one survivor - e marker of my papers.
haix. not me. haha...
~
ur heaven is a prohibited place le.
but i dont mind getting shot by e guards.
but... but... haix.
~

hey guys.
haha...
been long time since i blogged...
i'm gonna be fast cause v busy with smthing...
after studying with tracy on wed... went to waiyip's house.
den (let me clarify) CHATTED till 5am...
den woke up at 1...
den ate my breakfast and lunch together...
den continued to sleep.
die.
haha...
den woke up again and bade gdbye to haosiang and andrew...
den ate dinner and decided to stay for another night...
tat night (thurs nite) studied until 1am....
den we watched some downloaded tv show...
laugh till stomach ache. haha...
den slept...
today morn... billy came to knock on our door @ 7.30am.
oh gosh... so early...
haha... but forced myself to wake up...
haix...
den made it just in time of e library opening...
haha... den we chiong all e way to e top like obasans to get seats...
den me tracy one table and waiyip jinyan haosiang e other...
lol.
den do work do work...
eat lunch...
teabreak
bitch ard...
dinner...
chat
pack go home.
basically this is all i did today.
haha...
but got study a bit la.
lol.
tmr and sunday are reserved for intensive memorising of econs.
in sec 4 i could swallow an entire geog textbook...
but now never practice for so long... hopefully my gong li is still there.
haha...
gd luck everyone...
cya in sch!~

haha... morning at 7 am ++ met tracy @ McDonald's for breakfast...
den went to sch for GP lesson...
until lik 12++ den go to KFC for lunch. den go off to PS to walk.
den went to amk library to study le...
actually jinyan reserved seats for me...
but when he was super duper bored, he went to read magazines...
with all his notes spread across e table.
den some NJC pple... pushed it away and sat down...
wow, wad gentlemen.
lol lorx. damn disgusted by them...
den in e end i sat with tracy @ e cafe... to study...
den we studied and ordered ice blended mocha...
den we studied a bit... till 4...
den we started talking...
den talk abt damn sad issues...
sad.
sad.
sad.
haha... since tracy let me an shuang for ten mins...

tracy is a nice gal to talk to.

haha... den we made our way to waiyip house...
stayed up till 5 am to mug...
and stuff...
yah... den slept till 12 today...
woke up had laksa by billy...
den at 4... had lunch (pineapple rice) by billy.
woots.
haha... planning to continue studying...
till tmr morn den i go meet tracy and fren to grp study.
bb.
cya.
~

haha...
kinda forgot to say wad i did today...
haha...

my accomplishments today!!!
1. 4 questions of maths mid year paper 2002 -_-
2. chemistry 5 out of 8 chapts...

haix. tat's all...

haha... this is my accomplishments for tmr i hope for.
haha...

hopefully.. my accomplishments for tmr!!!
1. chemsitry chapter 6-8...
2. all e physics @ kel's house.

woots.
have to complete.
no matter wad...
but that seems to be wad i alwaes tell myslef.
but alwaes wont come true.
haix.

haix.
haix.
haix.
damn sadistic now...
haha...
haha...
i am becoming mad...
mad. mad. mad.
today like woke up at 11...
earliest of all days in this week...
woots.
den read newspaper...
den slacked ard...
and jinyan called me to tell me tat AMK library is flooded w pple.
so cannot go.
sianx.
den changed venue to kovan BK...
den he called me again.
he was in BK itself and he said...
JY:"Bk is soooo flooded with SRJC pple..."
baojie:"yah... they got extra lessons i think..."
JY:"oh issit? so extra..."
haha... and he had his headphones on. woots
he say everyone from SR was staring at him.
well... too bad.
haha....
so i met him and decided to go to macs...
in e end also flooded but were lucky cause we found some seats...
haha...
den later haosiang joined us. haha...
lol.
haha...
we had so much fun studying. lol.
den we discussed abt smthing...
lol
inside matter. haha...
so... we're going to have fun man next friday!!! haha...
lol.
so... yups.
have a good hols.
before i die...
haix.
haix.
haix.

woo...
lol. just came back...
frm toa payoh...
today was damn efficient... finished maths!!! lol.
or shld i say abt 80% of maths... haha... damn happy...
aim for tmr: finish physics...
IMPOSSIBLE.
haha... but impossible is nothing...
woots.
so... hopefully can achieve...
haha...
yesterday night read econs notes until 1...
TOTALLY dong understand e market structure part. haha...
DIE.
lol. must make up for it le...
but i think i finish all e other subs first better...
but my finish = finish reading and understanding...
baojie's rule: alwaes memorise e day b4 e exam...
hmmm... shld tat rule change? haha...
shldnt la... just stick to my studying method... haha...
so... shld just do tat...
live or die... e day b4. haha...
today went to orchard... to collect my mum's thing...
lol. so super tempted by e sale i think i would definitely go back next week.
definitely.
haha.... den rushed all e way down to toapayoh...
saw kelvin there... started mugging...
haha... mugged and mugged....
all e way....
till like 5... nigel came...
bitched ard... haha... he's applying for VJ's DSA... thru CO...
lets wish him good luck. haha...
hope to see ya in VJ!!
den he rushed off for mass before his confirmation this sunday...
his confirmation name is gregory...
haha... i dont think suit him...
lol.
den we continued to mug till 6.30 when nigel came back to join us...
den went to e pasar malam to shop...
really shit lorx.
got one uncle see me walk towards his clothing shop...
he shouted... "come, got big size de..."
i was like shit him... NO FREAKING WAY was i goin to walk towards him.
or even buy smthing from him...
oh pls... he can just go look himself into e mirror...
he's even bigger size den me lorx.
get him some slim10 pls...
so angry... haha...
actually after e shopping session is go play pool de... haha...
den kel's mum dong allow... den no choice lorx. go home...
now slacking at home... haha....
tmr... cannot slack sia...
got to complete my impossible aim.
lol...
happy mugging guys.
cya ard~

well... today's fathers' day...
lol. i woke up today at 4 lorx.
in e afternoon not morning.
haha...
had lunch at tea time...
haha... den was online till like 6.30...
den was kinda surprised when my mum didnt start to cook dinner...
den found out we were eating out tonight...
oh no...
with my relatives...
oh no...
haha...
we had dinner somewhere... food was ok...
haha... when they were joking ard, i noticed my aunt.
let's look back...
when i was damn young (altho now also young)... abt 10 liddat.
i used to look forward to e hols, when i'll go to her house for a short stay...
she had a daughter and a son...
i hit it off totally with her son... wld go play bball... etc.
his studies was also not too bad...
but now... suddenly everything changed...
he committed a crime... and was charged with dont noe wad...
i think now on probation or smthing liddat...
he's younger den me...
and den my aunt is down with an illness...
i still remember e stories my mum used to tell me abt...
how my aunt had to pain-stakingly bring up my cousin...
how my cousin contracted a disease when young...
how she perservered and stuff...
but it all boils down to this?
i mean, is that really wad life's abt?
i hope not... or i wont want it.
during e dinner, after i was so super full...
i was so tired, thinking of sleeping again.
den my uncle shouted...
"hey, wads wrong with u? got ditched?"
oh gosh... i just wanted to sleep. haha...
den slacked at home... reading e newspaper abt how the murder took place...
i still cant believe how someone can cut another person up...
damn disgusting... i condemn that man.
suddenly feel for the poor woman... haix.
hopes she rests in peace though...
until her feet are found tat is.
anyway...
i personally feel its time to seriously mug...
but tmr i'm going to orchard ... die.
haha... anyone to accompany me?

~e lonely one~

haha... shld blog in detail abt today's event. haha...
woohoo... reached MSHS at like 11am so punctual, was even early...
den haven even need to take instrument or warm up.
mrs. chia already ask us to go eat...
0_0"
haha...
had fried rice + one chicken wing...
thinking tat dinner wld be fried rice again frightens me. haha...
den eat... and bitch abt e flabby aron ho w jinyan.
haha...
lol lor. den after tat... went to board e bus to VCH le...
liddat might as well dont go to MS. haix.
so... e alumni had a bus... and it was like only one quarter full.
haha... den we reached VCh...
and saw all e Viva Arts pple... haha...
and we were trying to shoo away from andrew ong cause of his attire.
white polo shirt + brown shorts + long black socks + black leather shoes = disgusting fashion sense.
haha... altho i also dong have much sense... haha... haix
den we went to ""carry"" e perc instruments. haha...
den was warm up time....
den slacked till rehearsal...
rehearsed all e pieces... haha...
damn tired den slacked.
den ate dinner... nicer den lunch. =)
haha...
after which i quickly changed and sat down @ on my seat...
looked at my watch... time = 1900hrs.
seats filled = 100. out of like near 900
shit man... haha...
but as time went by... more were filled... i think abt 3/5 of e seats were filled ba. haha...
den first piece = vesuvius.
quite disgusting.... cause i forgot to come in like twice. haha...
second piece = folklore for band...
nicest of e three times (inclusive) we played it... haha...
den was Inchon...
nice also overall ... nice effects here and there...
den we went off stage le...
started bitching abt e low turnout rate... and stuff.
and take pics here and there... i think i posed for like 10 pics or smthing in 5 mins.
haha... too popular cant help it.
den intermission... tracy+clary gave me chocs. haha...
wan me to get fatter. haha...
but nvm i appreciate it...
thanks man!!!...
den continued second half...
i was emcee. haha...
sure damn disgusting de. lol.
after e VAO... was Jericho...
was enjoying myself until i cracked up a note while i was super loud...
wanted to cry on e spot...
heng chan lun sort of encouraged me...
at bar Q... e trombones and euphos are like super nice... in tune in balence and was just super nice.
loved it...
haha...
and e encore piece sucked. dont wan to talk abt it.
haha...
den went to BK for ""supper""...
ate a lot... drank a lot... den came e ma billy story...
one fruitful day... when waiyip was at alumni prac...
ma billy called...
MB: "sir, can i go cold storage to buy something for myself?"
WY: "huh? for yourself? wad u wan to buy?"
MB: :something la... for myself"
WY: "no... u stay at home"...
haha... i just think waiyip abit too insensitive to womens' needs.
haha... so obvious she needs pads. lol.
den during dinner... we were like asking tracy... (e only gal there)...
abt that thing. haha...
den ask her how much is like collected per time. haha...
and waiyip gave her five diff containers...
A = small BBQ sauce bottle.
B = cover of ice cream
C = andrew's ice cream cup
D = medium coke bottle
E = Large coke bottle...
and e answer is D.... omg...
never expected tat... i tot is A lorx. haha...
den we were like talkina bt it thruout e session...
laugh till stomach ache. lol... almost chocked on my coke. haha...
tats all e explicit details u wan... tracy.
btw thanks samantha and fren and tracy and clary for supporting me today...
thanks... i appreciated it... (if u read pls tag). haha...
thanks to u.

haix. now damn tired but must work on something...
where got pple next day concert that night still no emcee and script de?
haha... this concert is so screwed.
today practically went to carrefour to buy ties... bought like 20 + ties la.
lol. my section is orange... together with trombones...
woohoo
den damn funny... at dhoby ghaut met miss foo la.
haha...
wearing her famous sleeveless shirt... looking TOTALLY auntie. haha...
say she going to orchard to shop...
sure got sale there. haha...
den rushed all e way to alumni... until 8.30...
i transposed e encore piece in like 30 mins... all of them were so impressed.
haha...
wad to do? its benjamin yap leh.
lol.
den prac lor... till 8.30
den go macs.
haha... bought my meal and waiyips meal...
and found out they got offer... buy two meals get one free...
i was like TOTALLY shocked...
so got another nuggets meal we share. haha...
den we started talking abt our sec sch stuff... abt JR Idol...
haha... inside secret
haha...
damn funny
haosiang laughed till stomach ache. haha...
den bitch and crap till 10.
den left...
now working on e emcee script... which i do certainly hope i'm not e emcee tmr.
oh my...
do come for e cocnert and criticise, since tats e only thing u can do. haha...
oh gosh...
tmr will totally diu lian...
shld have followed haosiang's suggestion to get batman masks...
haha...
nvm la.
i just ren-ed one more day... but it's not e last... argh!!!...
cya tmr.

haha... quite happy now. lol.
cause e concert is gonna come and go fast...
woohoo.
two last days...
friday... and it's concert day!! lol...
but horx. damn sad cause e pple i ask dont wan to buy tickets...
haix.
really damn sad. haha...
cause it's my one and only cocnert le...
haha...
and got some disturbing news tat i'm emceeing that night...
omg...
lol.
which person in e right state of mind wld ask me to be e emcee...
haha...
e prac today was quite good...
informative... i mean it was entertaining la.
lol.
b4 our prac was main band prac... they prac-ing instant concert...
omg... sounds like... *ahem*
haha...
but shld be able to make it w some of our help...
we're like sooo.... pro. haha...
den after e prac... went to macs again.
sianz lor.
two days in a row...
prediction: tmr also e same...
i'm getting sooooo super sianz of macs le...
haha... but today was fun... were bitching ard in macs. till i think 10.45 den we left...
poor little waiyip needed like 1.5 hours to get home when i only needed 20 mins...
haha...
den @ e bus stop waiyip told us another story of himself... damn hilarious...
haha...
lol man. laughed for 10 mins. haha....
now trying to be happy but cannot lehx.
also trying to push e emcee job away. haha...
to that one...
pls pls... stop antagonising me...
i am ren-ing to 99.99 (recurring)% le...
u wont wan to see me explode...
seriously... even its two days b4 e concert. i will if i have to.
just stop doing wad u r now...
i hate extras.
~-~...
pls...
pls...
let me have some peace.

basically... after e outing with Bo Seng... aka Jin Suay...
e rest of e week is dedicated to band... and only band...
haix. sianx.
so... monday went for band prac... where it was so super duper boring tat its not fit for my blog...
but after e prac was damn funny...
cause TJ's bass clarinetist ming jie came as a guest player...
so naturally we had to eat with him lorx. lol.
den found out how slutty he was. wad da hell la.
haha... but we ate at Chomp Chomp again...
big big chilli stingray...
satay...
carrot cake...
big big jug of sugar cane...
woohoo... had my fill. haha...
so. that's it for monday... so short... lol.

den came tuesday...
haix. in e morn went with waiyip to go get his perc tshirts...
haha... i tot it was ok... but he didnt... but who cares. haha.
den went to katong to cut waiyip's hair...
haha... he almost became another simpson. lol.
but it turned out shorter den mine lorx...
i dont recall at any instance his hair shorter den mine de lorx...
haha...
i better go cut soon. 0_0"
haha... anyway... den we went to his house... joined by kel and bernard...
for dinner... only me and waiyip... so decided to call for pizza... each of us gobbled down a 10" pizza while watching some taiwanese show he downloaded...
at one point damn funny... i laughed den all e cheese and red peppers splashed onto his table. lol man.
damn funny. haha...
haha... den we were laughing hard and stuff when bernard was trying his best to figure out this voodoo curse thingy...
www.superarcade.com/voodoocurse.htm
haha...
try figuring it out...
WAIYIP WAS LIKE LAUGHING higher pitch den me lorx.
wad da hell...
den he said now he noe why i alwaes laugh liddat...
cause damn shuang.
haha...
damn funny la...
den tried to study but didnt... haix. and was e first to fall asleep at ard 12...
wad a failure...
and sorry... i pon-ed a band prac. woohoo.

den came today... we woke up for breakfast' at abt 12...
den billy had to heat up for us... haix. damn bad. haha...
but come to think of it... shld have woken up earlier. haha...
den eat le...
they went swimming... i was slacking...
den ate lunch and went for alumni prac...
@ e band room... i saw adrian chiang...
oh no... i still remember how he used to terrorise me... haha...
now he's back and gonna conduct two pieces for e concert...
i think i'm screwed...
but thruout e prac... everything went smoothly leh...
prob because i wore red. haha...
jkjk.
but now den found out tat he's actually v nice lor...
den @ e end tell us where to look out for and stuff... v good. haha...
after e prac... went to serangoon macdonalds to have dinner/supper at ike 10... haix. haha...
so late le...
and i ate a lot... now slacking at home...

~-~

hey u... can u pls stop antagonising me?...
i hate extras and u shld noe tat u r one...
seriously...
stop telling me wad to do and stuff...
i hate that.
seriously.

to another one...
pls stop doing wad u are douing...
seriously... this time u r not supposed to worry abt that...
look FAR...
it's not gonna be as easy as it seems lor...

to another one...
how?
teach me...

haha... today damn fun... went out w e bo seng aka jin suay pple for an outing... haha...
first... we met @ starbucks at 2pm...
den got these pple... orange, ellie, me, long and mervyn and aaron...
den jasmine joined us...
den we went to LJS for lunch... ate a bit there... haha...
den went to paradis centre for pool...
damn funny... cause when patrick called... he tot he heard terrorists centre. lol man.
den yan ho joined us...
followed by patrick.
followed by clara...
and we played like 2+ hours of pool...
after tat went stoning, while i was advertising for pple to buy my tickets... haha...
in e end only sold 3... to ellie, samantha and her bf. haha...
hopefully i wont dissapoint them. after which went for dinner @ BK and there saw sylvester sim...
u noe? e runner-up of Singapore Idol? haha...
he is so super duper duper beng lorx. with his two frens all long haired guys.
den while we were queueing for food... aaron went to tell him he liked his album..
omg. i was sooooo close to puking. haha....
after tat, as usual... we ate and stoned and joked for like 1 hour +...
den went home lorx. but long was such a gentlemen he took clara home. haha...
no joke noe... from orchard to bukit timah and den back to serangoon... so sweet...
haha... lol man.
haix...

Carrie Underwood - Inside Your Heaven
I've been down.
Now i'm blessed.
i feel a revalation coming round....
is this right? it's so amazing...
everytime i see u, i'm alive...
u're all i've got...
u lift me up...
e sudden moonlight, all my dreams are in your eyes.....

i... wanna be inside ur heaven...
take me to the place u cry from...
where e storm blows u away...
i... wanna be the arm to hold u...
every bit of air you're breathing in... of soothing wind...
i wanna be inside ur heaven...

minutes turn to days and years...
mountains swell but i'll still be here...
holding u until e day i die...

i... wanna be inside ur heaven...
take me to the place u cry from...
where e storm blows u awayyyyyyyy....

i... wanna be inside ur heaven...
take me to the place u cry from...
where e storm blows u away...
i... wanna be the arm to hold u...
every bit of air you're breathing in... of soothing wind...
i wanna be inside ur heaven...

oh... yes i do....
i wanna be inside... ur heaven....

-~-

haix... i wanna be inside ur heaven...
i really want to...
but how?

haix... damn angry but excited now...
due to e 4A gathering... we went for a swim and pool...
den we really had fun... that wasnt there ever since we went to JCs...
haix.
indeed very much wld like to return to e old sec 4 days.... where we had so much fun...
together as a class...
haha...
den after we came back from pool and dinner and shopping...
we bought some frozen chicken wings...
den asked billy to marinate and fry...
but she needed like lemon and stuff... so me and billy went to cold storage...
haha... like goin out to buy groceries with my mum. lol.
we bought a lot of things... haha... abt 26 bucks and went back..
den she worked damn hard... till like 1 am to serve us e fried chicken wings and e campbell soup.
lol. so poor thing lorx. i pity her. haha...
but she is paid la. lol.
so after that perfect supper, we went to play mahjong... and me, yiheng, randall and jason talked crap until we fell asleep at abt 4-5. woohoo...
and to think i got a 5 day OBS course waiting for me. haha...
i think i'm gonna die there lorx... so this could well be e last entry to e rubbish-chute...
haix.
dong be sad... haha...
to all e rubbish-chute hardcore fans out there, i'll survive. -_-"
haha... jkjk la.
woke up at 12.30 today. haha... and billy's breakfast (porriage and pancakes) became lunch's appitizer. haha...
and she spent like 30 mins to whip up a 6-course meal... haha...
quite nice la. but her chicken wings are e best man. haha...
after this i think going swimming and sauna. woots. lol.
haix. damn frustrated by some pple...
just because they r good... dont really have to condemn pple rite... haix.
just get out of my life man.
another thing... due to OBS, will be skipping quite a lot of alumni band pracs.
so sorry to all e pple... haix. let u all down. haha... will promise to work extra hard to sightread e pieces. haha...
anyway... my mood is generally good. woohoo. just dont antagonise me.