is life really tat unpredictable?
i need to do something to mine to hopefully not regret it.
today was supposed to be a happy day.
studied with waiyip jfoo and db @ MP macs.
den reach home.
online.
only francis had to tell me this.
francis: "u noe jasper?"
baojie: "yah."
at that time, i already got some warning...
but i didnt expect that to really happen...
francis: "he passed away yesterday."
tears flowed out immediately la.
first time i cry in front of comp.
why am i so sad?
- i was his peer support leader, had wonderful months together...
- he was the most guai junior i've ever had.
- i brought him into the council at MSHS.
- i talked, chatted, did duties with him for a significant number of times.
how ironic. i'm doing a project on attitudes towards death.
i'm going into depression.
last saw him on teachers' day celebration.
he still told me he'll return to sch next yr.
we talked for a while.
shld have talked longer.
i regret it.
i see him online but nv talk to him much.
i got his hp number but didnt sms him much.
he sees me as a good senior.
but. i'm not one.
well... life's like that. pple might say. but...
i cant believe it.
just cant.
this is another major blow in my life.
i noe he noes that i misses him.
i noe that he's in paradise.
i'm going to visit him in paradise...
someday...
thanks for the joy u've given me, rest in peace Jasper.