well.
today's school wasnt much to feature on my blog.
after physics prac was PW.
went into the PW classroom and saw mr ng with two chocolate cakes.
he bought them to celebrate e last day of school.
well.
v nice cakes.
den handed in my EoM...
and den went off to go to visit jasper.
haix.
cabbed with francis, alan and derek to sin ming drive.
didnt even noe how to approach the place.
v complicated feeling.
stood in front of the altar.
looked at the photo.
that was some council photo he took in like sec 2.
i saw that photo b4.
den his sister was entertaining us...
with jasper's mum and dad in the background.
they dun look sad.
i look into their eyes...
i saw sadness.
undescribable sadness...
den after i said a few words in front of the altar silently to jasper.
went inside to look at him.
sadness crept me as i moved closer and closer to him.
i bet if my frens werent there, i'd have burst out in tears.
saw his face. still look as cute as ever.
saw his sweatshirt. tot i saw him wear it b4.
prob his favourite top ba.
saw the gifts and letters on his coffin.
"Jasper, i love u." Mei Mei...
v saddening to read that. saw some liverpool caps.
prob a liverpool fan ba.
den walked out...
feeling v v v sad.
dont rmb any times this last 4 years i've felt worse.
prob have once. but not that much.
sat down...
had a drink...
and they talked i stoned.
they finished e drink and went on to eat peanuts.
i dun even have e stomach to finish the drink.
no mood at all.
haix.
tot abt stuff...
den we left late...
surprisingly. my mood became better...
and den went to bishan with francis.
surprisingly met maurice...
had dinner at cartel...
den suddenly met darrell ong, desmond and chiong wei.
haha...
marist gathering. lol.
den san jun came.
haha...
had a talk...
lasted real long sia.
san jun ia apparently working for AVA... answering calls for dengue...
-_-""
and he told francis e rate was 9.50SGD/hr.
francis's eyes were popping out...
haha...
den say he bluff him.
was actually 6...
lol.
some apology needed...
was supposed to meet haosiang, waiyip and andrew at PP after e wake.
but apparently... was a bit too far.
den take cab there not economical.
hope u guys forgive me...
esp haosiang...
sorry...
just went to jasper's blog again...
let see wad i can quote.
sad.
"Unlikely to happen
To be cured of this disease
To be with her
A Gibson SG
FX pedals
A Drumset"
hmmm...
hope u get all those in heaven.